Forgiving and retaining

Contrary to what you might have heard, perhaps Thomas never doubted Jesus. As soon as he saw him, he fell to his knees and worshipped him: My Lord and my God!

Thomas may have had some doubts, on the other hand, about his fellow disciples. After all, Judas, who had been with them through all of the miracles, the storms, the prayers, the feasts, the threats, the revelations; Judas who had sat with them at supper as though butter wouldn’t melt; well, it didn’t bear repeating what Judas had done.

Of course, Judas was no longer with them, but what about James and John, competing for power, who’s the greatest, who’s the right hand man and who the left, vying for, jostling for position as Jesus’ favourite.

Even Peter – they all heard him in the courtyard of Caiaphas, swearing up and down that he had never even met Jesus before in his life.

No, it wasn’t Jesus that Thomas was doubting when they told him that Jesus had been and gone, and that he, Thomas, had missed him.

I’ve always loved this story, when Jesus came back just for Thomas. Like a shepherd leaving the ninety-nine to find the one stuck bleating on the hillside, Jesus would not let enough be enough, ten out of eleven. And this was the Jesus that Thomas knew – the one who would always, always come back for him, no matter what.

But Jesus didn’t come back only for Thomas. He had come back already for Peter, for James and for John, for the weary and frightened, the spiky and argumentative, the doubting and the doubtful. He came back for all of them, and his greeting was Peace.

His greeting was peace, and his gift was the breath of the Holy Spirit, the breath of life, the breath of forgiveness, the breath of reconciliation, making all things anew.

He spoke to them of forgiveness, of sins that need not be retained, but that could be set free, their debts paid by the economy of grace.

He came to those who most needed to hear it: those who had fled from the cross, those who had shut themselves off from their neighbours and their friends for fear, for fear of them. He came to Peter, the man who had disowned him, because he would not do the same in return, because he who retained the marks of the cross and the spear would not retain also the sins of his beloved friend. Because those had become the marks of a new life, not of punishment. Because Jesus had already forgiven them all, and more, from the cross.

Forgiveness is a complicated set of propositions, isn’t it? It is, it seems, essential not only to our life together but to our life with God. Over and over again, we see God’s forgiveness as the only way for us to return to relationship with the one who made us, who loves us, who has never left the relationship with us. Forgiveness is vital to our lives as Christians, as a forgiven and forgiving people.

At the same time, there were no Roman authorities in the room when Jesus appeared, no police presence from those who had conducted the arrest in the garden, tearing them away from their prayers in the peace of the olive grove. Jesus had forgiven even them from the cross, suggesting that they had forgotten what it was to be human, bound together by the image of God. They knew not what they were doing.

But I imagine that they would need to remember that humanity, that humility, to lay down their swords and clubs, to shed their armour and their allegiance to the forces of violence before they could enter that room filled with the peace of the breath of God. Forgiveness is one thing, can even be a one-sided thing; reconciliation, real healing, takes work from both sides.

In his book reflecting on the work of the Truth and Reconciliation Commission set up in the aftermath of apartheid in South Africa, Archbishop Desmond Tutu wrestled with these problems of forgiveness and reconciliation. Forgiveness is necessary, he asserted, because to withhold it, to become as vengeful and violent as those who have rendered harm, damages our own humanity. And yet, as another theologian Dietrich Bonhoeffer has famously said, there is danger in cheap grace.

In No Future Without Forgiveness, Tutu wrote that forgiving is not forgetting the harm that has been done, nor condoning it, nor minimizing it. It is not saying that the crucifixion was fine because it led to the resurrected life of Christ. Forgiveness tells the truth; Jesus still carries the marks of the nails in his hands and his feet, and the soldiers and the scoffers cannot enter the space of peace while they are still carrying their hammers.

Still, forgiveness opens a window, a crack in a doorway to reconciliation, to repentance, to recognizing the shared humanity of sinner and sinned against. Forgiveness tells the truth, that love is stronger than death, and that Jesus will always come back for us, no matter what.

I think that Jesus was urging his disciples, wherever it is possible, to err on the side of grace. For the sake of their community, for the sake of peace, for the sake of his love.

Yes, Jesus came back for Thomas because he loved him, loved him to death and beyond, because he would never leave him hanging, wondering, or wandering. Thomas was right to trust him. Thomas was right about Jesus.

Jesus also came back to Thomas so that his relationship with his fellow disciples could be healed, so that their relationship could be made right; so that Jesus could demonstrate for Thomas and the other ten what it is to breathe peace, to embody forgiveness, to go forward with grace. To take the risk of loving not only God but one another, imperfect neighbours as we are, for the sake of the good news of the resurrection. To be peace in a profoundly troubled and troubling world; to overflow disarmingly with love and mercy.

You see? Jesus asked Thomas. Blessed are those who have not seen, but who believe, who forgive, who love, who bless abundantly, anyway. 

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John 20:19-31

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Easter (without a happy ending)

Easter is not a happy ending. It is hopeful, it is healing, it is a powerful rebuke of death and a defiant proclamation of the life, the mercy, and the love of God that persists throughout human history, throughout human failure, despite human sin. But it is not an ending. Even Jesus’ most astonished and delighted disciples did not live happily ever after. Easter is not the end of their story, it is far from the end of Jesus’ story, and it is not the end of ours.

Perhaps the dilemma of Easter is perfect to our present moment in the world: we need, we long, we are allowed and we are encouraged to rejoice in the resurrection of our Saviour Jesus Christ against impossible odds; against the powers of death itself. And the world continues to turn and to churn out its iterations of betrayal, crucifixion, and its counterparts. We are inordinately blessed by the mercy of God to have life beyond our imagining; and life on earth continues to find itself under substantial pressure.

Even so, and rightly so, we make our song, Alleluia, alleluia, alleluia.

Mary went to the garden very early in the morning, before it was properly light, before she had properly shaken off the sleeplessness of the previous night, with its grief and its ineffective remedies. So bleary and weary and beside herself was she that, at first, she didn’t even recognize him.

I mean, I can relate, in a way. It is sometimes easier to become wrapped up in my own grief, swaddled and shrouded in my own complaints and unhappiness, the worries and weariness of the world, that when the miracle breaks through, the Word of God, the word of grace, the glimpse of grace in the garden, I would as likely miss it as not.

But Jesus called out Mary’s name, and in that electric current of relationship, she knew him. In that recognition, she heard him. It’s like when we are at prayer, unsure whether or not God is listening, and we hear, all of a sudden, the song of a bird, or the whisper of a memory, and we know that we are connected to a conversation that transcends the moment.

And in that moment, Jesus warned Mary not to cling to him, not to hang on him, not to make this moment one that was all and only about the two of them; but to run and tell the others what she had witnessed, so that they, too, could know and believe that God is still with us. That Emmanuel is an eternal promise, not a limited, mortal way of being. That Jesus is with us through the end of the ages and beyond.

Jesus sent Mary to tell the others, because resurrection, because prayer, because salvation, while it is always an intensely personal experience, is never only about the individual. I mean, it is personal, of course it’s personal; it is because of the profoundly personal relationship that they had that Mary recognized Jesus from the way he said her name. And yet, God so loved the world

God loves not only us but the whole world.

Here’s where we get into that dilemma, that paradox of Easter: that death has been defeated, that mercy has prevailed, that the life and love and magnificence of God cannot he killed nor negated.

And that it takes all of us who believe in the resurrection, who believe in the mercy, who believe that the love of God conquers all human sin and suffering; it takes all of us to share that message with those who are still suffering, with those from whom mercy has been stolen, for those who are dwelling in the valleys of the shadow of death, to make it real, just as Mary shared the good news with Peter, and the beloved disciple, and all of the others so that they could experience it for themselves.

No, God does not need us to succeed; Christ is risen. The resurrection of Jesus Christ, the victory over death and death-dealers and empire-builders and betrayers and envy, the world and the devil – the resurrection of Jesus Christ is God’s free gift to us, and we need do nothing to earn it.

And the world continues to turn and to churn out its iterations of betrayal, crucifixion, and its counterparts. Still, the earth groans under their pressure, the children cry, the exiles wander, those who deal in greed and death still seem too often to have the upper hand. But we know better. We know that love has already won. We have seen it in the empty tomb. We have heard it in the voice of Jesus, calling us each by name.

The resurrection of life and love today might look a lot like us mirroring the love of God among our neighbours, our communities, even to our enemies. Like Mary running to tell the others what she had discovered of the enduring, unending, undefeatable love of God.

I am going to trust you to decide what that looks like as a community of faith here in America, here in the 21st century world. I am a privileged immigrant, a pilgrim, the mother of a queer and beloved family, one who relies on God’s grace to resurrect me out of bed every new morning, a priest; I have some idea of where Christ is calling me to preach good news. You know where it is that you are called to live the good news, the good love of God.

Because Easter is not a happy ending. It is hopeful, it is healing, it is a powerful, the most powerful, rebuke of death and a defiant proclamation of the life, the mercy, and the love of God that persists; and it is a story that we get to tell over and over again, wherever new life is needed, wherever love may heal; because this is the never-ending story of his God loves us: enough to go beyond even the grave to show us that God is with us, Emmanuel, yesterday, today, in this fragile life, and forever.

 Amen.

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Holy Saturday: quiet as the grave

But did the very earth fall silent? 
Or was the drumbeat of falling rain, 
children of the waters of creation falling again, 
amplified by the rock roof, turning the storm 
into an orchestra of praise; what of susurrating ants, 
murmuring earthworms, galvanized by the hewing of the tomb 
into frantic activity, antithesis of the stillness of death? 
The olive trees swayed and dipped and dripped 
their sap into the fruit that would become fat 
over the sabbath rest left undisturbed. 
Perhaps it is only when we fall silent for long enough 
to forget the distraction of our own hearts beating 
that we hear creation’s call to prayer, and in that stillness, 
God turning back, preparing the reply …  

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Palm Sunday: Gleanings

Did they leave their cast-off garments for the poor
to pick up and wear after the parade?
Who kept watch for the Romans,
and what was the signal to disperse in a hurry,
and who knew and who was left to fend for herself?
Did Jesus scratch the ears of the donkey,
feed it fruit from the cut-off branches
from his own hand?
Did the street vendors see an opportunity,
or board up their businesses for the day?
What did they leave behind?
Whom did they have behind?
What were their demands, and were they accomplished?

Did they leave their cast-off coats
in the street for the weary?
Were the olives fully trampled,
or did they leave the gleanings for the hungry?
What kind of a protest, what prophecy was this?

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The prodigal

We are, Paul says, ambassadors for Christ, entrusted with the message and the ministry of reconciliation (2 Corinthians 5:16-21).

That’s some charge, so let’s set it to one side for a moment and look at the parable instead, the parable of the Prodigal Son.

Such a familiar name, even if we rarely use the word prodigal in any other context any more. But who named it this way?

I have to think that, if the father had named it, it would be called the forgiven son.

If the servants had named it, it would be called he’s so lucky he doesn’t know he’s born.

If the younger son had named it, he might have called it amazing grace.

But we know it as the parable of the prodigal, the profligate, the wasted, the wastrel son.

Why? Why do we persist in calling him by his sin instead of by his salvation?

If Jesus published a collection of his short stories, what would he call this parable? I think it’s worth asking, since Paul says that from now on we regard from no one from a human point of view. In Christ, rather, each becomes a new creation. We’re known no longer by our sin, but by our salvation.

It could, and would, have been such a simple and straightforward and frankly delightful tale of sin and sorrow, fallout and forgiveness, ruin and reconciliation, were it not for the insertion at the end of the elder brother’s bitterness. Surely it is he who has named this story for us, so that still we read it from his point of view.

I mean, I get it. We are all tired right now, tired of bad news and bad actors and bad outcomes.

But let’s be honest, we get tired, too, of new awakenings; the people who have only just noticed that there is injustice in the world, who have only recently recognized that all is not well with the world that God created to be good, so very good. We see the people rushing in with their repentance and their suggestions for repair, and, hey, I could count myself among them.

And the person who has been out tending the fields, day in day out, without so much as a goat to celebrate the little wins, to commiserate the myriad losses, they see the scene that is made, the fuss and the palaver, and they are weary.

It would be such a simple tale of family forgiveness, were it not for that wrinkle at the end, but that’s what makes it real. If there were no sin, there would be no need of salvation. If there were no rift, there would be no need for reconciliation. That’s why this story calls us to remember our charge as ambassadors for Christ, ministers and messengers of reconciliation, members of the beloved community of Christ that somehow brings together the sinner and the sinned against.

It isn’t easy work. It isn’t a fairytale. Howard Thurman wasn’t commenting on it but he might as well have been thinking of this parable when he wrote, “Disagreements and conflicts will be real and germane to the vast undertaking of man’s becoming at home … under the eaves of his brother’s house.”[1]

The response of the elder brother recognizes that while all may be forgiven, there is still work to be done on the other side of repentance.

Nor is the decision to cut his losses and come home the end of the story for the younger man. He has squandered his entire inheritance – he possesses nothing. He has burned so many bridges; his father has forgiven him generously, but how will he make amends to the others he abandoned, betrayed, or worse on his way out the door? Including his brother. What will the household look like now, this family, as they shift and adjust and bump elbows and hips and sharp corners making room for one another in a new configuration?

Repentance is not easy. Forgiveness is not easy, either. It is not as simple as rolling out the barbeque to roast the fatted calf. It is the work of the next morning, waking to a new reality, finding a way to go on. What does the next day look like for this family, broken, shattered, then pieced back together by the blood of the fatted calf? What comes next for them?

Back in the snippet of the story from Joshua that we read this morning, the people whom God rescued, liberated from slavery in Egypt have spent forty years wandering in the wilderness. Only now, two generations later, have they come to the promised land (Joshua 5:9-12). God’s grace has preceded and pursued them through the wilderness years, and yet we know that in the stories to come, there will be further trials, more faith and faithlessness, even greater grace and forbearance needed. We know from the stories on the news and the cries that we hear even from here that there is still little peace to be found in the promised land.

Living into the grace and mercy of God is more than the work of a lifetime, more than the work of a generation. It is more than our work. We know that.

Yet we are ambassadors of Christ, entrusted with the message of reconciliation in our time, in this place, today.

Jesus told this parable to those who were grumbling at his welcome of sinners and outcasts. He told it not to the prodigal sons, sure enough of the father’s forbearance and love to ask too much to begin with and to run home when he needed – would that life were so simple. But Jesus told this story to the elder brothers, the ones struggling to come to terms with God’s expansive forgiveness and generous grace, struggling to put it into practice themselves, struggling to see how it could possibly make right what has gone so wrong, how one could ever break bread with one’s own betrayer, as Jesus did, and will soon.

Yet in the parable the father loves both of his sons. Runs out of the house for each of them. There is nothing either of them can do to make their father love them more or love them less. And so God not only runs out into the road to welcome us home with open arms, but God has been there all along, saying, “All that is mine is yours. All that I have created is for you. Beloveds, you need do nothing to possess it, only rejoice with me in the life, the love, the freedom that grace embodies.”

Wherever we find ourselves in the story, whatever we want to call it, that’s what it’s about in the end. That’s what we are about, in the end, as ambassadors for Christ, our reconciler: the love of God, ever-present, ever-living, all-forgiving, all-embracing, all-reconciling, forever.


[1] https://www.bu.edu/htpp/files/2017/06/1965-Desegregation-Integration-Beloved-Community.pdf

Lectionary readings for Year C Lent 4

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Though the fig tree does not blossom

The prophet Habakkuk, at the end of his prophecy which reads like a psalm, like a prayer, like a song; at the end he writes,

Though the fig tree does not blossom,
            and no fruit is on the vines;
though the produce of the olive fails,
            and the fields yield no food;
though the flock is cut off from the fold,
            and there is no herd in the stalls,
yet I will rejoice in the Lord;
            I will exult in the God of my salvation.
God, the Lord, is my strength;
            he makes my feet like the feet of a deer,
            and makes me tread upon the heights. (Habakkuk 3:17-19)

Though the fig tree does not blossom, and no fruit is on the vines … yet … I will exult in the God of my salvation. God, the Lord, is my strength.

I do not generally relate well to parables about growing things. The thing about me and plants is that we do not go well together. I cannot grow a dandelion on purpose. If I plant a fig tree, let’s be clear, and it does not blossom or bear fruit, it is not going to be the fault of the fig tree.

So perhaps this is one horticultural parable that I can relate to, after all. This fig tree is struggling. Who knows why – whether the soil is too poor, whether it is too young or too old to put forth the fruit the man demands? Yet the gardener defends it. I learned this from Eugene Peterson: “Let it alone,” the gardener says, using the exact words (in the original language) that Jesus will utter from the Cross to defend even his enemies, when he prays, “Father, forgive them.”[i]

I can relate to mercy, to second chances, even when they involve some manure, or forty years wandering in the wilderness, often grumpy, sometimes lost, always there by the grace and strength of God.

There is a whole lot of grief dug into the readings we hear today. Moses is an exile from not one but two families, his birth family, his adopted family, two backgrounds, nationalities, caught between cultures and in exile from them both. He is on the run and finding comfort where he can. Can you imagine?

Even in the voice of God, there is the foreshadowing of terrible grief: the ruination of the Egyptians at the Red Sea, the rout of the Hittites, the Jebusites, the Canaanites, the Amorites, the Hivites, the Perizzites yet to come, not to mention the thousands lost to the wilderness, as Paul describes.

How do we not hear these stories without seeing the map of current conflicts and terrible grief overlaid and undergirded, without wondering where we would go, to whom we could possibly turn for comfort, were we there, were we them?

Jesus tells his parable to those who were reeling from the news of national disaster: of Pilate’s political murder and manslaughter in Jerusalem; worshippers taken at the altar for their rebellious resistance, and workers slain by deadly working conditions. Jesus tells his parable to those who are afraid that they will be next, that the powers that be will determine that they, too, are a waste of the soil in which they are planted and rooted.

And Jesus tells the story of the gardener, son of Adam, the Son of Man, who will stand in the breach for them, handle the manure for them, until it is transformed by the earth into better things. The gardener who will push back against the axe with patience and persistence and mercy.

In the story of Exodus, God does not wait for Moses to stumble across God’s presence. God, the creator of the universe, the Lord of life, the almighty secretes Godself within the flames emanating from a shrub, to attract Moses’ attention; God calls to Moses by name. God tells Moses that God has been listening, that God has heard the cries of the people, that God has seen Moses’ wanderings. God promises, moreover, to stay – “I will be with you” – for as long as it takes.

In the parable that Jesus tells, the gardener, the son of Adam, the Son of Man stands in the breach between the fig tree and the axe. God almighty made human, God incarnate stands with his people, his anxious, grieving, fearful people, and tells them a story of protection, provision, and mercy. He is telling them, telling us, “I will be with you, as long as it takes.”

He also tells his listeners, tells us, to repent.

You have heard, I am sure, that repentance is not the same thing as penitence, although penitence is rightly commended to us, too, particularly in this season of Lent. But while penitence reflects our grief and sorrow for our sin, repentance is about repair. It is about new beginnings, second, third, and forty-fifth chances; it is about turning from the axe toward mercy, about turning from oppression to find God. It is about turning from death toward the source and end of our life.

Repentance is about standing next to Jesus in the breach. It is about recognizing that nothing, no one whom God has made can be called a waste of the soil, a waste of their space on earth.

Perhaps the soil was not well-fed enough for the fig tree to flourish. Perhaps conditions were too harsh. Perhaps the man was too impatient. But look to your own righteousness, Jesus says. Repent: make sure you are facing in the right direction; the direction of mercy, of love, of feeding the five thousand fig trees, of patient and persistent protection of the vulnerable, those in danger of being cut down.

But there is more. Where the man is impatient, the gardener sees potential. Where the man sees barrenness, the gardener sees life. Where the man sees a waste of the soil, a waste of space, the gardener sees a tree. When we feel as dry as dust, when our efforts at life seem fruitless – then, God is near, drawing closer and closer in the burning bush, standing in the breach, dealing with the manure, seeing your potential, your life, proclaiming that you, too, are worthy of the space you take up, that you are beloved. Jesus, God with us, even from the Cross proclaiming, “Let it alone! Father, forgive them.”

Though the fig tree does not blossom, and no fruit is on the vines … yet … I will exult in the God of my salvation. God, the Lord, is my strength.

 


[i] Eugene Peterson, Tell it Slant: A Conversation on the Language of Jesus in His Stories and Prayers (Grand Rapids, MI/Cambridge, UK: Wm. B. Eerdmans, 2008), 74

Year C Lent 3 readings include Exodus 3:1-15, 1 Corinthians 10:1-11, Luke 13:1-9, Psalm 63:1-8

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    Purple

    Purple crocuses bruise the front lawn,
    among last year’s dead leaves
    and this morning’s snow.
    I wonder at them; I do not know
    if they struggle to emerge
    through the blanket of accumulated grief,
    only to be chilled by the state
    of the world that greets them,
    or whether they are simply optimistic,
    resilient in their joy,
    royally, foolishly, fondly hopeful.

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    On grief

    And so he died, and all at once I understood 
    more of grief than I had before.
    It beckoned from beyond the door 
    of the tomb. In its mosaic floor 
    I saw mourning not for what was lost 
    only but for what never was,
    and missing for an amputated pain, 
    numbness being a disordered sensation. 
    I read forgiveness in the tessellated tiles
    of other lives reordering themselves 
    to fit in this last loss; grace in the merciful 
    embrace of life beyond experience. 

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    Stock

    The tree had never dreamt to kill; 
    that stuff, it thought, was for the birds,
    although it knew it, too, had grown 
    rich on the sinew and marrow left 
    at its feet by the hawks and the owls.
    Still, if anyone had thought to ask, 
    it would have preferred to be used for caskets,
    helping to shoulder the burden of grief, 
    than pressed into the service of death;
    knowing full well, as it did, that its roots
    were once one with the tree of life.

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    The death of Simeon

    Simeon, having left the temple, put his affairs in order, ate a hearty if bittersweet supper, and went to bed. He was surprised, waking early the next morning, to find the feather of a dove clinging to his pillow.

    At first, he thought that it must have come home on his clothes, which led to the other reason for his surprise: Simeon had not expected to wake up that morning at all. He had, after all, completed all that was required of him, had blessed the child and its parents, had prophesied weal and woe, sung his swansong. It was almost embarrassing to awaken to the sunlight striping his bed, the sounds of the marketplace, louder and more cacophonous than ever, and the soft, white dove’s feather.

    The feather. Now, Simeon began to remember.

    Simeon, a man full of the Spirit of God, had been told by that same Spirit that he would live to see the face of God. What more could a man want? Yet who could see God and live?

    But when he held the child, Simeon also saw something else. He saw, so clearly that he almost dropped the child, swords flashing. He heard the cries of infants and the screams of their mothers. He shook his head; it was as though he could hear them still. When he held the child, he saw a cloud draped over the holy city like a mourning cloth. Even when he looked into the eyes of the young mother before him, still he saw such scenes reflected in the infinite wells of her pupils.

    They seemed so vulnerable, this young and fragile family, to carry the salvation of the world in their weary arms.

    As he remembered, Simeon’s hands were moving absent-mindedly, and now he noticed how they were playing with the sunbeam, turning this way and that, cupping and reflecting its light, as yesterday he had wanted to inhale the essence of the child, keep the lightness of his little body as a talisman, his aroma as armour against the horrors of the world.

    But Simeon was filled with the Spirit, and it whispered within his soul, this is not a symbol, Simeon, but a sign. This is God fleshed out, love embodied, for there is none greater.

    Understanding at last, Simeon rose like one still sleeping, walking through a dream, unstoppable. Opening the door, he stepped out onto the point of a soldier’s sword. Falling into the void of fear and hope, the wide, wild eyes of the young mother cradling her child beside him, he murmured, Run.

    Crumpled into the space her flight left behind him, he saw more feathers falling, wondered briefly, what now? before he saw across the way Anna, opening the cages of the turtle doves, loosening the leashes of the sheep and the cattle, running them out under the feet and over the heads of Herod’s army.

    As though she were right beside him, he heard her speak in the voice of his mother, a whisper within his brain and his marrow, who could see God and not live like it?


    Featured image: Simeon the God-Receiver (Old Believers, 19th c, priv.coll), public domain, via wikimedia commons

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