Was it necessary?

We do not have Pharaoh’s excuse, 
whose heart by God was hardened, 
but from that evening in the garden 
we have pursued our own destruction. 

We cannot claim we didn’t know, 
with the fruit still sweet on our tongue. 
Was it necessary? Better ask the serpent,
ask ourselves what it would have taken to remain 
unstained by the sap and its syrupy lies? 

God who hardened Pharaoh’s heart but not ours; 
God who split the earth, poured out its dead, 
did you crack even then this heart of stone? 
Like a shell cracking open to reveal 
the seed within of good or evil, 
weal or woe, war or sweet desire. 

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The olive grove bears witness

They say that the pelican plucks out her feathers 
to feed her young with blood; I have never seen it, 
but I hear from the pilgrims who come to see where he 
fed our roots with prayers pulled out by the shaft. 

They came with torches; trees do not love fire. 
We shook and we swayed; we could not flee. 
We weighed in instead with our heady scent:
remember, we whispered, your roots. 

I have heard that the pelican thing is a myth, 
that it is the blood of others that colour her kiss. 
The torches of war still light up the sky. 
The pilgrims have fled and we remain rooted.

But do not imagine us helpless; we who have grown  
upon his blood and prayers these thousands of years.
We know what we saw that night, whom we sheltered. 
Remember, we murmur to all who will listen, your roots.

 


He came out and went, as was his custom, to the Mount of Olives; and the disciples followed him. When he reached the place, he said to them, “Pray that you may not come into the time of trial.” Then he withdrew from them about a stone’s throw, knelt down, and prayed, “Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from me; yet not my will but yours be done.” Then an angel from heaven appeared to him and gave him strength. In his anguish he prayed more earnestly, and his sweat became like great drops of blood falling down upon the ground. (Luke 22:39-44)

Now Judas, who betrayed him, also knew the place, because Jesus often met there with his disciples. So Judas brought a detachment of soldiers together with police from the chief priests and the Pharisees, and they came there with lanterns and torches and weapons. Then Jesus, knowing all that was to happen to him, came forward and asked them, “Who are you looking for?” (John 18:2-4)

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No longer Monday

It’s not Monday any more, but the scent still lingers in the house when they awaken, and Lazarus is grateful for the distraction; he hardly knows himself these days, still amazed at the complicated gift of life. The echoes of yesterday’s prayers whisper through the statehouse rotunda. In the garden of Gethsemane, millennia of olive trees bend low to the ground, patiently awaiting the promise of peace.

This is the reflection I had the honour of offering last evening, on the Monday of Holy Week, for a prayer vigil of the Episcopal dioceses in Ohio:


a bruised reed God will not break,

and a dimly burning wick God will not quench;

our God will faithfully bring forth justice. Isaiah 42:3

 

I’ve been thinking about the palm branches, strewn yesterday across the ground, trodden by the colt and trampled by the following crowds. Symbols of joy, of welcome, of worship, bruised by the realities that quickly set in of a world that is far from gentle.

When everything seems broken, and the powers of this world would reclaim even the cries of welcome and of worship for its own purposes: for the purposes of pride, of vainglory, of war:  Do not let it.

Now, it is Monday, and Mary is anointing Jesus for his burial (John 12:1-11). She knows that he is borrowing time. I wonder what conversation he has had with Lazarus about that, about those days spent on the plane of the dead.

Powers and principalities would like Lazarus to have stayed dead. It is not right, they feel, for God to reverse the engines of entropy, which are so efficient at keeping the world at war, its people in confusion. The powerful are ravenous for more power, while the poor grow ever more hungry.

But God will do more than to preserve the bruised reed. God will do more than refrain from extinguishing the flame from a dimly burning candle. God can and will do more than we dare ask or imagine.

Where the palms lie bruised and bleeding from their leaves, I imagine the people who gather their fibres to weave baskets for bread. They will not let the worship go to waste nor the songs of praise wither. They refuse to give up on hope.

Even where the flame sputters and dies, all hope is not lost. Lazarus, with his final breath, must have thought it too late for Jesus to come; it wasn’t. His disciples may have thought it was too late for him to defeat the powers of death, of this mortal and immoral world; it wasn’t.

Not through might, nor money, nor armies, nor even angels, but through love. That was the way of Jesus. His tenderness to Mary, his truthfulness to Pilate, his faithfulness in prayer, cleaving to the psalms, even at the point of death: Jesus knew a better way to be defiant, and to remain undefeated by the world.

And in our prayers, our songs, our lived and living faith, may we remain lovingly, peaceably, indefatigably defiant of anything that does not reek to high heaven with mercy, resound to the depths of the earth with compassion, fill the room, the house, the world with the community of love, the beloved community of God, until all are gathered in.

 In the name of Love, in the name of Mercy, in the name of Justice, in the Name of Jesus. Amen.

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If these were quiet …

Think of the palms, crushed and bruised 
by the colt and the crowds, 
and of the ones who came back, the poor, 
the quiet, who came back to collect 
their broken stems and bleeding leaves, 
and wove them into something new, 
something to sell back to the capricious 
crowd on another day, 
so that nothing may be wasted, 
so that their hosannas may not 
waste or be swept away. 

___________

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God’s time

His last breath took him by surprise.

Until its vapour dissipated in

the ragged inhalations of his sisters,

beginnings to convert his death into ululation;

until then, he had thought that he would come.

Hard to say what happened next:

his astonished body wrapped and sealed,

cooling and settling in the garden tomb,

until he wondered how, in death, he could still hear

his sisters, his friends, his name.

Until light struck him like the dawn

as though the world still turned

as God intended, night before day,

he had thought it was too late.

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A world of miracles

Do you also want to be his disciples? asked the man.

Then try this: Listen.

Listen to the stories of the one you have walked by

a thousand times in as many days

dripping with pity without breaking your stride.

Open your eyes to the mundane miracle:

Mud, water word;

ingredients that made a world

and some body to see it, and love it

as God intended.

Open your minds to mercy, your hearts to healing.

He shook his head. I have never seen the stars, he said,

but night is coming.


So for the second time they called the man who had been blind, and they said to him, “Give glory to God! We know that this man is a sinner.” He answered, “I do not know whether he is a sinner. One thing I do know, that though I was blind, now I see.” They said to him, “What did he do to you? How did he open your eyes?” He answered them, “I have told you already, and you would not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Do you also want to become his disciples?”  – John 9:24-27

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Dramatic irony

Dramatic irony, it was taught to me,
is when the audience, we,
have intelligence unavailable
to the characters at play.

The author knows more.

You do not know the day,
says the Word, nor can you create it
out of war, out of loathing, out of thin, cold air,
however close you think it comes to heaven.

Yet the hour is now here, the Word has spoken,
who speaks it into being with a breath;
the hour of spirit and truth.

The trouble is that we still do not see it:
the Spirit that moves where it will,
the truth that whispers beneath its breath,
that Love is God, waiting in plain sight
beside the well, and all else irony.


I find myself drawn to the contrast between reports this week that some military commanders are framing the war against Iran as an effort to bring about the end times, as though we may decide these things for God, in our wisdom; the contrast between that and Jesus’ words to the woman that the hour is already come, quietly, unnoticed over a cup of water, when reconciliation happens, and the truth of God’s love for the world, in all of its invented factions and fractions, has been revealed.

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The well

Fed by generations, torrents of history
running wild within the earth, the holy ground 
shaped and watered by the tears
of war and weddings, piety and pity.
Still waters run deep within the earth, 
seep between the shoulders of the land, 
shrugging off the stories that we tell, 
shifting and settling, remembering 
when it was all, when all was shapeless 
as water, and void, before he spoke, 
“I am thirsty.” Thirsty for love, a peace 
that brooks no derangement, defies
creation, spirited and true,
the stuff of life, if we but knew it. 


He came to a Samaritan city named Sychar, near the plot of ground that Jacob had given to his son Joseph. Jacob’s well was there, and Jesus, tired out by his journey, was sitting by the well. It was about noon. A Samaritan woman came to draw water, and Jesus said to her, “Give me a drink” … The Samaritan woman said to him, “How is it that you, a Jew, ask a drink of me, a woman of Samaria?” … Jesus answered her, “If you knew the gift of God, and who it is that is saying otherwise you, ‘Give me a drink,’ you would have asked him, and he would have given you living water.'” (from John 4:5-10)

Image: Christ and the Samaritan woman drawing water, Catacomb of Callistus, 2nd century AD, from the from the book Die Malereien der Katakomben Roms, plate 29, via wikimediacommons. Public domain.

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Amongst the Babel of war

We too often misunderstand, I think, what it means to become like God.

We build our towers, our satellites in the sky, posing as heavenly bodies, the better to crater and control the earth.

We rain down judgement as though it were wise, and fragments of pity as though they were manna.

We remember the Flood instead of the rainbow.

We remember the Exodus without its cost, not only in the lives of the Egyptians we discount, but in generations spent in the wilderness, the period of God’s mourning for our enemies, made in the very image of the living God.

The image of God whose property is always to have mercy.

The image of God who was born in humility, who lived with love, who died because we too often misunderstand what it is to be like God. Whose life destroyed death, not other lives.

Too often, we think that God is in the rushing wind that rips through the air that we have torn apart to let God in, instead of in the silence, the sheer stillness, those moments suspended as though out of time, before the baby begins to wail again, like a siren, like a warning, like the child of God.


I commend to you this letter from the Archbishop of the Episcopal Diocese of Jerusalem:


Image: The Tower of Babel, print, Anton Joseph von Prenner, after Pieter Bruegel the Elder, via wikimediacommons

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Nicodemus has insomnia

He couldn’t sleep for the moon 
light streaming through creation, 
for the sound of the wind sighing 
over a sea too deep for words, 
for the shiver when he heard him speak
liberty as though it were at hand,
the shock of justice overturned, 
the taste of mercy submerged in wine, 
dangerous world-defying love; 
that shiver shook him awake.
He found him, he would remember 
later, swaddled by the fire, 
as though he had been waiting 
for him since the beginning of time.

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