Amongst the Babel of war

We too often misunderstand, I think, what it means to become like God.

We build our towers, our satellites in the sky, posing as heavenly bodies, the better to crater and control the earth.

We rain down judgement as though it were wise, and fragments of pity as though they were manna.

We remember the Flood instead of the rainbow.

We remember the Exodus without its cost, not only in the lives of the Egyptians we discount, but in generations spent in the wilderness, the period of God’s mourning for our enemies, made in the very image of the living God.

The image of God whose property is always to have mercy.

The image of God who was born in humility, who lived with love, who died because we too often misunderstand what it is to be like God. Whose life destroyed death, not other lives.

Too often, we think that God is in the rushing wind that rips through the air that we have torn apart to let God in, instead of in the silence, the sheer stillness, those moments suspended as though out of time, before the baby begins to wail again, like a siren, like a warning, like the child of God.


I commend to you this letter from the Archbishop of the Episcopal Diocese of Jerusalem:


Image: The Tower of Babel, print, Anton Joseph von Prenner, after Pieter Bruegel the Elder, via wikimediacommons

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Nicodemus has insomnia

He couldn’t sleep for the moon 
light streaming through creation, 
for the sound of the wind sighing 
over a sea too deep for words, 
for the shiver when he heard him speak
liberty as though it were at hand,
the shock of justice overturned, 
the taste of mercy submerged in wine, 
dangerous world-defying love; 
that shiver shook him awake.
He found him, he would remember 
later, swaddled by the fire, 
as though he had been waiting 
for him since the beginning of time.

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The Fast

Is it this, that I would choose, 
to undo the latches, throw open the doors, 
empty the warehouses, let in the light, 
let out the breath, let in the light, 
let out the breath of the people bated, 
bated too long, 
to fast from the bread of bitterness, 
scatter its crumbs to the crows 
and watch them rise, the people free 
to watch them rise, the people free? 
Watch them rise


… Behold, you fast only to quarrel and to fight
    and to hit with wicked fist.
Fasting like yours this day
    will not make your voice to be heard on high.
Is such the fast that I choose,
    a day for a man to humble himself?
Is it to bow down his head like a rush,
    and to spread sackcloth and ashes under him?
Will you call this a fast,
    and a day acceptable to the Lord?

 “Is not this the fast that I choose:
    to loose the bonds of wickedness,
    to undo the thongs of the yoke,
to let the oppressed go free,
    and to break every yoke?
Is it not to share your bread with the hungry,
    and bring the homeless poor into your house;
when you see the naked, to cover him,
    and not to hide yourself from your own flesh?
Then shall your light break forth like the dawn,
    and your healing shall spring up speedily;
your righteousness shall go before you,
    the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard. …

Ash Wednesday, Isaiah 58:4-8

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Stay (Transfiguration)

Less a trick of the Light
condensing out of the cloud, 
each droplet its own world 
of shapes and shades, 
ghosts of the martyred, 
those sidekicks of salvation, 
dissipating with their breath

than the Light of the world 
condensing creation, 
ancestors and angels,
witnesses and wantons 
in one bright moment of hope, 
burnt into the retinas of their souls 
for all the valleys to come


Six days later, Jesus took with him Peter and James and his brother John and led them up a high mountain, by themselves. And he was transfigured before them, and his face shone like the sun, and his clothes became dazzling white. Suddenly there appeared to them Moses and Elijah, talking with him. Then Peter said to Jesus, “Lord, it is good for us to be here; if you wish, I will make three dwellings here, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.” While he was still speaking, suddenly a bright cloud overshadowed them, and from the cloud a voice said, “This is my Son, the Beloved; with him I am well pleased; listen to him!” When the disciples heard this, they fell to the ground and were overcome by fear. But Jesus came and touched them, saying, “Get up and do not be afraid.” And when they looked up, they saw no one except Jesus himself alone. 

As they were coming down the mountain, Jesus ordered them, “Tell no one about the vision until after the Son of Man has been raised from the dead.”

Matthew 17:1-9

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Nor the moon

By night, soothed

by darkness those for whom

visibility is treacherous

stretch out their palms to God

who clouds the stars.

The waters of creation still

bring life from beyond

the hills, the hopeful distance


Psalm 121

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Prayers have been shattered into pieces

Each line or fragment is from the Daily Office: Morning and/or Evening Prayer Rite I.
Inspired in part by the social media account, BCP minus context.


Is it nothing to you, all ye that pass by? 
Behold and see
if there be any sorrow like unto my sorrow 
which is done unto me.

We have erred and strayed from thy ways like lost sheep,
we have followed too much the devices and desires of our own hearts,
we have offended against thy holy laws,
But thou, O Lord, have mercy upon us.

Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.     

Grant that we, putting away all earthly anxieties,
may be duly prepared for the service of thy sanctuary; 
we, reaching forth our hands in love.

*

O Lord, have mercy upon us, have mercy upon us.
O Lord, let thy mercy be upon us; As our trust is in thee.
O Lord, in thee have I trusted; Let me never be confounded.

In Adam all die.
Jesus 
descended into hell.

even so
we being delivered out of the hand of our enemies 
might serve him without fear,

neither with the leaven of malice and wickedness,
but with the unleavened bread of sincerity and truth.

Grant that we, putting away all earthly anxieties,
may be duly prepared for the service of thy sanctuary; 
we, reaching forth our hands in love.

*

O God, make speed to save us.
O Lord, make haste to help us.

Thou art worthy at all times to be praised by happy voices; 
make thy chosen people joyful.

The goodly fellowship of the prophets praise thee.
The noble army of martyrs praise thee.

Their sound is gone out into all lands, 
and their words into the ends of the world.

Grant that we, putting away all earthly anxieties,
may be duly prepared for the service of thy sanctuary; 
we, reaching forth our hands in love.

*

Give unto thy servants that peace which the world cannot give, 
that our hearts may be set to obey thy commandments, 
that by thee, we, being defended from the fear of all enemies, 
may pass our time in rest and quietness; 

Grant that we, putting away all earthly anxieties,
may be duly prepared for the service of thy sanctuary; 
we, reaching forth our hands in love.

*

Lighten our darkness, we beseech thee, O Lord; 
and by thy great mercy defend us from all perils and dangers. 

Grant that we, putting away all earthly anxieties,
may be duly prepared for the service of thy sanctuary; 
we, reaching forth our hands in love.


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Resilience in winter

The trees are running on empty,
defenseless, exposed to the faceless elements, 
burned by the cold and starved by the desiccated air, 
yet they stand

and sway as though they listened
to the songs of the land
humming through their roots, 
branches snapping to the beat.

Above the frozen river, robins filled their branches,
mud-red feathers harbouring heat,
gripping the tree limbs as though they would lift them up, 
piercing the soft bark with hope.

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The baptism of Jesus

Isaiah 42:1-9, Matthew 3:13-17


Jesus’ ministry is bookmarked by humility. From his humble birth and early childhood as a child of refugees, seeking asylum in a foreign land. And here, coming to John for baptism, the Lord of all has no need to lord it over anyone. There is no pomp, pride, parading. The only display of power is that of the Holy Spirit, descending upon him like a dove, and the voice from heaven falling down like thunder: this is my Son, the Beloved, with whom I am well pleased.

And when we ask what it is that has pleased God so much, it is clear that God delights simply in Jesus’ very existence: God’s Son. God’s Beloved. Nothing has yet happened by way of miracle or sacrifice. Only Jesus, coming to the water to meet his maker. That is how God’s love is: not earned, not commanded, not pretended to, but wrapped up in our very existence, ordained by God,

who created the heavens and stretched them out,
who spread out the earth and what comes from it,

who gives breath to the people upon it
and spirit to those who walk in it.

Many, many years ago, I visited Galilee, and I nearly drowned in its rivers, except that of course I didn’t; but only because others pulled me to safety.

When Jesus was baptized, in that river, if he fell beneath the running waters, twisted by its currents and submerged by its strong steam, the Word silenced by the Flood; then the waters of chaos witnessed once more the Spirit of God brooding over them like a bird; then the Spirit sought out Jesus like a dove, so that the moment he broke through the surface, gasped a breath, it was there to breathe new life into his lungs, the new creation.

And John was there, too, because one of the gifts of the incarnation, the coming of God among us as one of us, Jesus, is the knowledge that none of us does any of this alone. Righteousness, struggling to breathe, glorifying God from the heavens; none of it is a solo but a community chorus. No one baptizes themselves, not even Jesus.

A few years ago, I went back and I visited Jordan, and the region where John was said to have baptized Jesus. It’s in what is known as the demilitarized zone, a tense strip of truce between neighbours. The border runs through the river, dividing pilgrims renewing their baptismal promises on one side or the other.

But the pilgrims are remembering their baptism, in which they promised to resist all powers that would separate them from the love of God for them and for one another, and to follow in the footsteps of Jesus, who made no distinction between himself and his cousin. And so the pilgrims sing to one another. They know that running water knows no borders, and that the Spirit of God makes no distinction between them, beloved children of God every one. For this is the new creation, in which such artificial divisions have not even been imagined.

God gives us our part in the dispensation of grace: what a gift! And we have done nothing to earn it. John asks Jesus, should I baptize you? And the answer is yes: our witness that Gods invites us to share in the mystery of the new creation, in the sacraments, gives us our part in the dispensation of grace. Jesus tells John: the grace that God has given you to administer, pour out freely and share with abandon. It is the right thing to do.

We know, we have heard of the love of God that is without exception. We know, and we have heard of the Son of God who is all humility and whose superpower is love. We are called to share that good news with whoever will listen, and with those who will not listen, but who may one day hear the voice of God falling like thunder, “my Beloved.”

We don’t need anything to do it, except the knowledge that God loves us. We don’t need great power. We don’t need to win any arguments, we don’t need the trappings of the world. Only the knowledge of the love of God, falling from the heavens like a dove, like dew, like rain upon the river, and a community of faith to remind us of it.

We live in a world and a country and a time that needs so badly to hear the good news, – from the holy lands to Venezuela, to Minneapolis to here, for all lands are holy and all people in them beloved – that Jesus, the Lord of all, isn’t interested in lording it over anyone, but only in the free-flowing, everliving mercy and love of God. For even

a bruised reed he will not break,
and a dimly burning wick he will not quench;
he will faithfully bring forth justice.

And, thanks be to God, we have been offered our part in that mercy, that love, that justice – not because we are powerful, nor because we are proud, but because God delights in us, delights in you, God’s own beloved, baptized with the same running water as Jesus, and filled with the Holy Spirit and with fire. 

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Lenses

I was busy. It wasn’t until late in the day that I finally sat down to prepare a prayer for our meeting. I found one, a good one, except for one word that rang untrue.

Do we need to be forgiven the blindness that keeps us from seeing? Or healed of it? Is blindness often chosen?

I understood the sentiment behind the phrase, but chose to substitute “lenses”. Oh yes, I can see myself playing with the tints, the exposure, the contrast, the brightness. Forgive me my choice of lens.

It wasn’t until much later that I read the news. I recognized that it had been run through a series of lenses. Even eye-witness accounts and supposedly objective video were subject to interpretation.

Because of our lenses. Because we choose what to magnify, flatten, or obscure.

It is not an affliction. It is our choice. That is our sin.

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A prayer for the leaders

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