The Fast

Is it this, that I would choose, 
to undo the latches, throw open the doors, 
empty the warehouses, let in the light, 
let out the breath, let in the light, 
let out the breath of the people bated, 
bated too long, 
to fast from the bread of bitterness, 
scatter its crumbs to the crows 
and watch them rise, the people free 
to watch them rise, the people free? 
Watch them rise


… Behold, you fast only to quarrel and to fight
    and to hit with wicked fist.
Fasting like yours this day
    will not make your voice to be heard on high.
Is such the fast that I choose,
    a day for a man to humble himself?
Is it to bow down his head like a rush,
    and to spread sackcloth and ashes under him?
Will you call this a fast,
    and a day acceptable to the Lord?

 “Is not this the fast that I choose:
    to loose the bonds of wickedness,
    to undo the thongs of the yoke,
to let the oppressed go free,
    and to break every yoke?
Is it not to share your bread with the hungry,
    and bring the homeless poor into your house;
when you see the naked, to cover him,
    and not to hide yourself from your own flesh?
Then shall your light break forth like the dawn,
    and your healing shall spring up speedily;
your righteousness shall go before you,
    the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard. …

Ash Wednesday, Isaiah 58:4-8

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Stay (Transfiguration)

Less a trick of the Light
condensing out of the cloud, 
each droplet its own world 
of shapes and shades, 
ghosts of the martyred, 
those sidekicks of salvation, 
dissipating with their breath

than the Light of the world 
condensing creation, 
ancestors and angels,
witnesses and wantons 
in one bright moment of hope, 
burnt into the retinas of their souls 
for all the valleys to come


Six days later, Jesus took with him Peter and James and his brother John and led them up a high mountain, by themselves. And he was transfigured before them, and his face shone like the sun, and his clothes became dazzling white. Suddenly there appeared to them Moses and Elijah, talking with him. Then Peter said to Jesus, “Lord, it is good for us to be here; if you wish, I will make three dwellings here, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.” While he was still speaking, suddenly a bright cloud overshadowed them, and from the cloud a voice said, “This is my Son, the Beloved; with him I am well pleased; listen to him!” When the disciples heard this, they fell to the ground and were overcome by fear. But Jesus came and touched them, saying, “Get up and do not be afraid.” And when they looked up, they saw no one except Jesus himself alone. 

As they were coming down the mountain, Jesus ordered them, “Tell no one about the vision until after the Son of Man has been raised from the dead.”

Matthew 17:1-9

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Nor the moon

By night, soothed

by darkness those for whom

visibility is treacherous

stretch out their palms to God

who clouds the stars.

The waters of creation still

bring life from beyond

the hills, the hopeful distance


Psalm 121

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Prayers have been shattered into pieces

Each line or fragment is from the Daily Office: Morning and/or Evening Prayer Rite I.
Inspired in part by the social media account, BCP minus context.


Is it nothing to you, all ye that pass by? 
Behold and see
if there be any sorrow like unto my sorrow 
which is done unto me.

We have erred and strayed from thy ways like lost sheep,
we have followed too much the devices and desires of our own hearts,
we have offended against thy holy laws,
But thou, O Lord, have mercy upon us.

Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.     

Grant that we, putting away all earthly anxieties,
may be duly prepared for the service of thy sanctuary; 
we, reaching forth our hands in love.

*

O Lord, have mercy upon us, have mercy upon us.
O Lord, let thy mercy be upon us; As our trust is in thee.
O Lord, in thee have I trusted; Let me never be confounded.

In Adam all die.
Jesus 
descended into hell.

even so
we being delivered out of the hand of our enemies 
might serve him without fear,

neither with the leaven of malice and wickedness,
but with the unleavened bread of sincerity and truth.

Grant that we, putting away all earthly anxieties,
may be duly prepared for the service of thy sanctuary; 
we, reaching forth our hands in love.

*

O God, make speed to save us.
O Lord, make haste to help us.

Thou art worthy at all times to be praised by happy voices; 
make thy chosen people joyful.

The goodly fellowship of the prophets praise thee.
The noble army of martyrs praise thee.

Their sound is gone out into all lands, 
and their words into the ends of the world.

Grant that we, putting away all earthly anxieties,
may be duly prepared for the service of thy sanctuary; 
we, reaching forth our hands in love.

*

Give unto thy servants that peace which the world cannot give, 
that our hearts may be set to obey thy commandments, 
that by thee, we, being defended from the fear of all enemies, 
may pass our time in rest and quietness; 

Grant that we, putting away all earthly anxieties,
may be duly prepared for the service of thy sanctuary; 
we, reaching forth our hands in love.

*

Lighten our darkness, we beseech thee, O Lord; 
and by thy great mercy defend us from all perils and dangers. 

Grant that we, putting away all earthly anxieties,
may be duly prepared for the service of thy sanctuary; 
we, reaching forth our hands in love.


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Resilience in winter

The trees are running on empty,
defenseless, exposed to the faceless elements, 
burned by the cold and starved by the desiccated air, 
yet they stand

and sway as though they listened
to the songs of the land
humming through their roots, 
branches snapping to the beat.

Above the frozen river, robins filled their branches,
mud-red feathers harbouring heat,
gripping the tree limbs as though they would lift them up, 
piercing the soft bark with hope.

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The baptism of Jesus

Isaiah 42:1-9, Matthew 3:13-17


Jesus’ ministry is bookmarked by humility. From his humble birth and early childhood as a child of refugees, seeking asylum in a foreign land. And here, coming to John for baptism, the Lord of all has no need to lord it over anyone. There is no pomp, pride, parading. The only display of power is that of the Holy Spirit, descending upon him like a dove, and the voice from heaven falling down like thunder: this is my Son, the Beloved, with whom I am well pleased.

And when we ask what it is that has pleased God so much, it is clear that God delights simply in Jesus’ very existence: God’s Son. God’s Beloved. Nothing has yet happened by way of miracle or sacrifice. Only Jesus, coming to the water to meet his maker. That is how God’s love is: not earned, not commanded, not pretended to, but wrapped up in our very existence, ordained by God,

who created the heavens and stretched them out,
who spread out the earth and what comes from it,

who gives breath to the people upon it
and spirit to those who walk in it.

Many, many years ago, I visited Galilee, and I nearly drowned in its rivers, except that of course I didn’t; but only because others pulled me to safety.

When Jesus was baptized, in that river, if he fell beneath the running waters, twisted by its currents and submerged by its strong steam, the Word silenced by the Flood; then the waters of chaos witnessed once more the Spirit of God brooding over them like a bird; then the Spirit sought out Jesus like a dove, so that the moment he broke through the surface, gasped a breath, it was there to breathe new life into his lungs, the new creation.

And John was there, too, because one of the gifts of the incarnation, the coming of God among us as one of us, Jesus, is the knowledge that none of us does any of this alone. Righteousness, struggling to breathe, glorifying God from the heavens; none of it is a solo but a community chorus. No one baptizes themselves, not even Jesus.

A few years ago, I went back and I visited Jordan, and the region where John was said to have baptized Jesus. It’s in what is known as the demilitarized zone, a tense strip of truce between neighbours. The border runs through the river, dividing pilgrims renewing their baptismal promises on one side or the other.

But the pilgrims are remembering their baptism, in which they promised to resist all powers that would separate them from the love of God for them and for one another, and to follow in the footsteps of Jesus, who made no distinction between himself and his cousin. And so the pilgrims sing to one another. They know that running water knows no borders, and that the Spirit of God makes no distinction between them, beloved children of God every one. For this is the new creation, in which such artificial divisions have not even been imagined.

God gives us our part in the dispensation of grace: what a gift! And we have done nothing to earn it. John asks Jesus, should I baptize you? And the answer is yes: our witness that Gods invites us to share in the mystery of the new creation, in the sacraments, gives us our part in the dispensation of grace. Jesus tells John: the grace that God has given you to administer, pour out freely and share with abandon. It is the right thing to do.

We know, we have heard of the love of God that is without exception. We know, and we have heard of the Son of God who is all humility and whose superpower is love. We are called to share that good news with whoever will listen, and with those who will not listen, but who may one day hear the voice of God falling like thunder, “my Beloved.”

We don’t need anything to do it, except the knowledge that God loves us. We don’t need great power. We don’t need to win any arguments, we don’t need the trappings of the world. Only the knowledge of the love of God, falling from the heavens like a dove, like dew, like rain upon the river, and a community of faith to remind us of it.

We live in a world and a country and a time that needs so badly to hear the good news, – from the holy lands to Venezuela, to Minneapolis to here, for all lands are holy and all people in them beloved – that Jesus, the Lord of all, isn’t interested in lording it over anyone, but only in the free-flowing, everliving mercy and love of God. For even

a bruised reed he will not break,
and a dimly burning wick he will not quench;
he will faithfully bring forth justice.

And, thanks be to God, we have been offered our part in that mercy, that love, that justice – not because we are powerful, nor because we are proud, but because God delights in us, delights in you, God’s own beloved, baptized with the same running water as Jesus, and filled with the Holy Spirit and with fire. 

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Lenses

I was busy. It wasn’t until late in the day that I finally sat down to prepare a prayer for our meeting. I found one, a good one, except for one word that rang untrue.

Do we need to be forgiven the blindness that keeps us from seeing? Or healed of it? Is blindness often chosen?

I understood the sentiment behind the phrase, but chose to substitute “lenses”. Oh yes, I can see myself playing with the tints, the exposure, the contrast, the brightness. Forgive me my choice of lens.

It wasn’t until much later that I read the news. I recognized that it had been run through a series of lenses. Even eye-witness accounts and supposedly objective video were subject to interpretation.

Because of our lenses. Because we choose what to magnify, flatten, or obscure.

It is not an affliction. It is our choice. That is our sin.

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A prayer for the leaders

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Intended

Sermons are always contextual, of course; this one included acknowledgement of a particular pastoral leave-taking which I have omitted, it being most meaningful to the parish in which it was preached. Here’s the rest of the sermon, on the holy family’s flight to Egypt as described in Matthew 2


Today, we pick up the story after the wise men, the magi have visited Bethlehem with their gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh, and after they have accidentally alerted Herod that there is something seismic happening among the people, affecting even the heavens, with the appearance of a bright new star. Warned in a dream not to return to Herod, having paid homage to the holy family and to Jesus, they have left for their own country by another road.

Have you ever had one of those dreams that was so vivid and lifelike that when you woke up you weren’t altogether certain it was a dream? The dreams that make you reach for the phone just to check in with a loved one, or to look out for the promised sign on the way to work, sure that God is speaking through the birds and the bystanders?

Joseph, too, was a dreamer, and it served him well. As he made the cruel and arduous journey toward Egypt, surrounded no doubt by other refugees from Herod’s atrocity, I wonder if he remembered the stories of his namesake, Joseph the dreamer, with the coat of many colours, and the brothers, and the exile to Egypt, the imprisonment, and the eventual redemption. I wonder if this Joseph remembered that Joseph’s words to his brothers as they fretted over his forgiveness: what you intended as evil toward me, God has repurposed for good toward all, for the saving and sustaining of many people.

It is not God’s will that people should do evil. It is not in God’s nature to create chaos, but to bring comfort to God’s people, mercy to the lost, love to those most in need of it. The backstory of this flight to Egypt is one of the most awful examples of evil in the Christian canon – yet the message of Matthew’s gospel is not one of humanity’s horrors but of God’s persistent and providential love and mercy. The warning to Joseph to flee comes even before the order of Herod to kill. The message to Joseph, through his dreams, through his faith, is that no matter how hard it becomes to see it, the grace and protective love of God surround this holy family, that God is with us: Emmanuel.

The inhumanity in this story belongs to us alone: to humans jealous of their power and influence, drunk on the dregs of empire and determined to hold on to whatever worldly rewards that they can. Herod, fearful of the interventions of God to redeem God’s people, to remake the world in the image of the kingdom of God, goes to unimaginable lengths to resist that vision, that mercy, that light.

But you don’t have to be Herod to resist the call of God’s kingdom. A little hoarding here, a little envy there. The ranking of those deserving and undeserving of help, of dignity, of a home and safety and love. The temptations of the human heart to choose hardness are legendary. How many of our new year’s resolutions have to do with maintaining or improving our own status, rather than easing the way of others?

If we saw the holy family fleeing violence in their homeland, on the run with whatever they could muster, surrounded by fellow refugees, fueled by nothing more than fear, faith, and dreams – would we find room for them?

No, God does not cause harm to happen – we are well equipped to do that for ourselves – but God does give us the opportunity to participate in the healing of our humanity, the repairing of the breach, the resistance of evil, the resurrection of hope. What one intends for evil, we can, with God’s help, turn toward something better.

That said, I am, as I suspect many of us are, still processing the news of this weekend, how this world seems addicted to acts of war or aggression, despite the angels’ songs of peace on earth; we wonder how to act on the side of the angels when all around is on fire.

 …

Still, we are called to continue wherever we find ourselves to echo what we have heard from angels and from one another, and from the birth of Jesus himself: that God’s love is more powerful, more persistent, more present than the work of empire, and worth more than any amount of gold, frankincense, or myrrh. Because despite the siren songs of the world, even the wail of the air raid sirens, we do know when it is God who is speaking to us. We have heard the angels singing peace. We know that the dreams are real.

We are sustained by the same love that supported Joseph, and when there are disruptions or upheavals, whether excitedly anticipated or wildly unexpected, it is the same providence that visits us, and lets us know that God is with us in it all: Emmanuel.

That was the vision in which Joseph placed his faith and his family: that God is with us, God’s promises endure forever. It didn’t make life easier, by any means. God knows it didn’t remove the obstacles of grief and the graft and grimness of the world or the wilderness, its empires, its wars, its little kings.

But what it did mean is that he, Joseph, spent the rest of his days in the close and intimate presence of the love of God among us, Jesus. And who knows how many were saved, through one man’s dream, and courage, and faith, who listened to the Word of God crying in the night and heard and heeded the voice of God among us, the kingdom of heaven drawn near.

Amen.

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Wise

I don’t know how you dealt  with clouded nights
or languishing days,
how long you paused before you even
began to pack or give thought to presents. 
Who was first to bring it up: 
the unlikely journey and unlikelier child? 

I can guess why you stopped at the seat of power, 
presuming an answer before the question was asked. 
And that was when it really began, wasn’t it? 

Those last two nights beneath the star, 
haunted by dreams and pursued by your own hubris, 
assuming that God’s throne was built by proud men 
rather than chosen from the caverns of the earth, 
formed by divine hands at creation. 

By the time you reached the star-struck place 
you were ready to crawl in on bended knees 
and babble your praises like a newborn; 
for the foolishness of God’s incarnation 
was wiser than you or I ever could imagine.


Matthew 2:1-18; 1 Corinthians 1:25-29; Psalm 95:4-5
Image: Adoration of the Magi, Konrad Laib, early 1400s, photographed at the Cleveland Museum of Art (detail)

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