Weary blessings

I apologize for skipping last week’s lectionary-based blessing post. I was overwhelmed by the choices – All Saints’ or Proper 27? Track 1 or Track 2? Narrative Lectionary or RCL?

Actually, that last one’s a bit of red herring, because I’ve been following the RCL all along. And I’ve been kind of avoiding the Track 1/2 dilemma by using exclusively New Testament sources for the blessings.

Speaking of which, this week’s Epistle convicts me of last week’s failings, and commands me to do better this week. “Keep away from believers living in idleness!” it cautions. “Brothers and sisters, do not be weary in doing what is right.”

It has been, for many of us, a weary week. For those preparing sermons for Sunday, know that I share your deep sighs and frustration at a Gospel reading that kindly suggests, “make up your minds not to prepare your defense in advance; for I will give you words and a wisdom that none of your opponents will be able to withstand or contradict,” while we are busy praying, “What the hell are we going to say?”

I don’t have it all figured out, but I know that my mantra, the nudge that the Holy Spirit has been throwing my way since early Wednesday has been that phrase which at once acknowledges the burden, and promises to help ease it: “do not be weary in doing what is right.”

Check back on Sunday to see how that worked out.

May the Wisdom of God direct you, the Word of God defend you. May the Spirit of God keep you from weariness, and enable you to do always what is right, for the sake of Christ Jesus.

Amen.

 

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The next day

What a difference a day makes.

Yesterday, the sun was shining and the weather was warm as I crossed the street to cast my vote in the presidential election.

I didn’t get a whole lot of sleep last night; stayed up late watching the returns, and woke early with a storm rolling in, wind and rain battering against my bedroom window.

The work of today, though, looks a lot like the work of yesterday.

I have a funeral to prepare for, always a hard call, to hold the grief of the bereaved, while continuing to hold out the hope, even the joy, of resurrection, the extension of a life of love.

Last week, I noticed that our infant baptism information forms had not been updated in a long time; they contain embarrassing assumptions about the structure of family. They need to be reformed in order to reflect the blessed diversity that is embraced in this community.

I had a conversation with a community colleague about the nasty undercurrent of racism underlying some of the discussion of local ballot issues. We agreed that we have work to do to help to understand, air, heal our divisions; to root out the racism hiding in plain sight in our neighbourhoods.

I need to study and pray in order to prepare a sermon from the scriptures for this Sunday, one which will assure people of the grace of God’s love, the gospel of Christ, and compel us to respond likewise by loving mercy, doing justice, walking humbly with one another and with God.

I will look ahead to Advent, with its portents and promises of end times and righteous judgement, when the oppressed will be set free, the hungry fed, the weeping comforted. In the meantime, the season says, though, there will be storms.

A line in this week’s readings exhorts, “Brothers and sisters, do not be weary in doing what is right.” (2 Thessalonians 3:13)

The sleepless night, the stormy conditions, the darkness of the morning do not help to mitigate the weariness, the nervousness, the heaviness of life and limb, but the work is the same today as yesterday. Holding grief; holding out hope. Reforming assumptions to include more families in our embrace. Confronting sin. Studying scripture, praying, waiting on the Word of God. Weathering storms.

“Do not be weary in doing what is right.”

 

 

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Election day prayer

“My kingdom is not of this world, you say, yet, “The kingdom of God is at hand.”

And so we wait, and watch, and vote, and pray, “Thy kingdom come,”

all the while hoping that each small act of kindness, strength, integrity,

love may bring us one small step closer to where you brood

over us, waiting to draw us out of deep waters,

declaring, “Let there be light!”

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A post-election sermon on a pre-election Sunday

All Saints, 2016

Readings: Daniel 7:1-3,15-18Psalm 149Ephesians 1:11-23Luke 6:20-31

Paul wrote, “I have heard of your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love toward all the saints, and for this reason I do not cease to give thanks for you as I remember you in my prayers.”

May such be our epitaph.

No one ever said that it was easy to be a saint.

“Woe to you who are rich, and full, when all speak well of you,” proclaims Jesus. Woe to those who find their own satisfaction and do not worry themselves about the welfare of others, who will not trouble themselves to find out who could use a share in their comfort, nor to care about those whose lives are unsecured, untethered, uncertain.

Sainthood is hard to find in satisfaction. Sainthood is not satisfied with its own holiness, nor with its own comfort, nor with its own certainty. Instead, it seeks others to serve. It follows the undeserving. It washes the feet of the betrayer and shares a cup of wine with the enemy.

Sainthood is not for the faint of heart.

Jesus has turned the blessings we crave into woes, and the misfortunes that we avoid into blessings. Sainthood is less, after all, about keeping a clean halo than it is about living in the dirt and ashes of the world and finding God, shaken and pressed down, a rough diamond in the heart of it.

Blessed are you who are poor, because this inequity, the injustice which holds one person in higher value than another will not stand in the kingdom of God, and those who had the power and the privilege to hold it in place will fall from their pedestals, while the poor will receive an inheritance beyond their imagining.

Blessed are you when people hate you, exclude you, revile you. When they mock you for your physical appearance or hate you for your race. When they revile the traditions of your ancestors and exclude you because of your gender. When they ridicule you for your faith, your naïve trust in the Son of God.

For it has happened before, to the prophets. It has happened before, when the slave ships were in full sail. It has happened before, at the Holocaust. It has happened before, on the cross, such condemnation.

But never has it prevailed in the face of God’s grace, the echoing thunder of the empty tomb, the stark, stone cold reality of the resurrection.

Jesus has turned woe into blessing, weeping to relief, wailing into songs of praise. The resurrection has restored justice where there was formerly only order; comfort, where there was formerly only woe; life where they was formerly only death; deep joy where there was formerly only deeper grief.

That is the hope of the kingdom of God. It is the promise of the resurrection. It is the witness of the communion of saints, whom we celebrate today.

Nevertheless. I am weary of woes. I am weary of the stones cast.

I do not expect that casting a vote in this election will bring about the kingdom of God – although I think that prayer and a long, hard consideration of the values of the gospel, and the beatitudes of Jesus will bring us closer through the exercise, if we are faithful. I do expect that in the aftermath of this Tuesday and all of the woes that have brought us here, with far too few blessings heard among them – I do expect that we as people of faith, as people of love, may be part of a new resolution to work together, raising blessings instead of casting woes.

Jesus said, “Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you.”

Someone has to give way.

He said, “Give to everyone who begs from you; and if anyone takes away your goods, do not ask for them again.”

Someone has to forgive the debt.

Jesus said, “Do to others as you would have them do to you.”

Because that way sainthood lies.

We may not be able to vote in the kingdom of God, but we can live it.

We can live as those too poor not to need one another.

We can live as those too hungry not to thirst for mercy for all of God’s children.

We can live as those who weep with hard laughter at life’s woes, knowing that joy is restored in the morning.

We can bear the ridicule of believing, naively enough, that God is with us, that the Holy Spirit blesses us, and that Jesus will not leave us to bear our woes alone.

“I have heard of your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love toward all the saints, and for this reason I do not cease to give thanks for you as I remember you in my prayers.”

May we be worthy of such an epitaph.

Amen.

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All Hallows Eve

spirits wake
the crones take bones and withered skin
to dance by starlight 
feigning beauty
phoenix feather passion soon
consumed, confused
the saints dream resurrection, raise
a hymn of praise
against the silence of the night
a cowl thrown across the moon
the dying of the light

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Prayer and empty air

A sermon for the 24th Sunday after Pentecost, October 30, 2016

Habakkuk 1:1-4; 2:1-4, Psalm 119:137-144 or Isaiah 1:10-18, Psalm 32:1-8, 2 Thessalonians 1:1-4, 11-12, Luke 19:1-10

On Friday morning, I went to the new Old Fort steps at the Rocky River Metropark. They carry visitors (not magically; you have to use your legs) from river level to the top of the steep cliffs overlooking the canyon as it winds its way to the Great Lake. Formed over millennia, the landscape is still moving and changing, which is why new steps had to be built.stairs

“Change takes time,” reads a sign part way up the steps. “Change begins with a single step.”

There are signs from MetroHealth all around, giving a stair count, and an encouraging little message halfway up. I noticed the one urging visitors to make this new staircase part of their daily routine.

At the top, a greeting, and an encouragement to take a moment, take a breath, take in the view.

Of course, I thought of Zacchaeus. How could I not, up there among the tree tops? You get a different view of it all from on high, a different perspective, lifted free of the trunks and trails and the busy fall of leaves all around. Up in the clear air, the distractions are more thinly spread, the view is cleaner.

Zacchaeus climbed a tree, in order to see Jesus.

Back on the ground, Zacchaeus is inundated with negativity and grumbling, with distractions and distress. Maybe he deserves some of what is coming his way; he is a tax collector, after all. Still, it was easier up there in the tree, with no one to come between him and Jesus, their eyes meeting in empty air.

We tend to read this story as though the crowd intercedes for judgement; Zacchaeus pleads his case; Jesus decides; and everyone goes home for dinner. But the crowd is not muttering treesand grumbling to Jesus but at Zacchaeus. He is familiar with the charges and he is well-versed in his response, used to justifying his living. He appeals to the Law:  give to the poor, and repay with interest anyone one may have wronged. That, he claims, is the Zacchaeus way. Did you know that his name means “righteous”?

And Jesus addresses neither the grumbling nor the excuses. Jesus’ reply is oblique. He does not call Zacchaeus to repentance, nor does he commend him for his righteous dealings in his despised tax collecting office. He does not trouble himself to anger or to appease the crowd. He states, simply, that “this man, too, is a son of Abraham.” And he’s the one that Jesus just happened to see, sitting up a tree, waiting for Jesus to pass by. [1]

There is in the ancient world a tradition of tree-dwelling monastics, seeking Jesus from the confines of a hollow tree, or the branches of a tall one.

David the Dendrite (dendrite was the term used for these tree hermits) is the patron saint of Thessalonika. He spent three years living in an almond tree next to his monastic home, waiting upon guidance from God. After three years of exposure to the seasons, presumably some ridicule, and other hardships, he received a message from an angel that the time had come for him to leave his tree and return to his monastic cell. From there, he offered healing miracles and hope to those who visited him from the outside.

There are issues on the ground that are pressing. Jericho itself, the city of Zacchaeus, has been transformed from a centre for trade and abundance to a besieged settlement within the Palestinian territories of the new Israel. The issues on the ground, of political allegiance and occupation, have never been more real since the days of the Roman tax collectors and their collaborators. The city is a symptom of a broken world system debased by sin, and grounded by the weight of its own greed.

On the ground in Dakota, sacred sites, water sources are up for grabs, while the crowd grumbles.

On the ground in Calais, children are dispersed from the one safe zone they have known, while the crowd grumbles.

On the ground in Aleppo, what crowd is left to grumble about the walking wounded leavestaking over the town?

And we, on the ground grumbling, we are not innocent. We are complicit in the occupation of the lives of the poor, the disenfranchised, the unfortunate, the immigrant, the despised, no matter how many laws we cite to justify ourselves.

There is plenty of work, grumbling, and justifying to be done on the ground; but how do we get a clear view of what to do, how to help?

Jesus himself did not spend all of his time sitting down to dinner with sinners. He covered a lot of ground in his ministry, seeking and saving the lost. Still, there was that time, that moment when he and Zacchaeus connected through the tree tops, took a breath, sat down, and he said, “Today, salvation has come to this house.”altar

Salvation has come, not because a man climbed a tree, or obeyed the law, or because the crowd grumbled, but simply because this one, too, is a child of Abraham, and because Jesus came to seek and to save the lost. Salvation has come because Jesus has passed by this way, and left in his wake an evangelical tax collector, an astonished crowd. Salvation has been delivered in a moment of grace, an encounter with Jesus, even as he continues on his way toward Jerusalem, where he will be raised on the branches of another tree, on the hilltop, into the empty air.

There is always work to be done on the ground. There is Wisdom, too, in taking time out, in taking a vantage point, clear and unobstructed by distractions, from whence one can see the wood for the trees, hear the Word of God unfiltered by the grumblings of the crowd, the noise of life on the ground in a still sinful world. viewThere is grace in finding a place where salvation can find us; where salvation can be at home within us, and among us.

According to the experts, Dendrites tended to use their tree dwelling not as a long-term living situation, but as an introduction to their life of prayer; a discernment process. [3] In fact, when David the Dendrite died, he was back out in the world on a political mission on behalf of the people of Thessalonika, grumbling to the emperor.

The signs in the Metropark from MetroHealth suggest incorporating a daily activity of climbing the stairs into the treetops, for the health of our bodies and our lives. I am not necessarily advocating for climbing trees, unless that is safe for your body as well as your soul. But to find a space where there is nothing between you and the sight of Jesus but empty air – that is a space worth expending a little effort to find.

A daily practice of setting aside distractions and disturbances, a practice of placing ourselves in the plain sight of God, with nothing but empty air between us, so that Jesus can find us at home.

For the Dendrites, the tree dwellers who practice prayer in the empty air, their biographer Susan Harvey writes,[4]

Here … is our healing and our hope: salvation is a life we will live. And because we know this now in our limited, temporary, mortal body, we will know it there in a fullness that defies our rational understanding but brings to completion the nature of our embodiment. We will be at home, and we will know it.

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[1] For more, see David Lose, http://www.davidlose.net/2016/10/pen-24-c-reformation-the-unexpected-god/

[2] https://orthodoxwiki.org/David_of_Thessalonica

[3] “Whereas stylitism was often an enduring ascetic and public vocation, dendritism was typically the precursor to other forms of asceticism.” Kyle Smith, “DENDRITES AND OTHER STANDERS IN THE HISTORY OF THE EXPLOITS OF BISHOP PAUL OF QANETOS AND PRIEST JOHN OF EDESSA,” Hugoye: Journal of Syriac Studies, Vol. 12.1, 117-134 (© 2009 by Beth Mardutho: The Syriac Institute and Gorgias Press), 119

[4] Susan A. Harvey, “Embodiment in Time and Eternity:  A Syriac Perspective,” St. Vladimir’s Theological Quarterly 43(1999) 105-30.  Repr. Theology and Sexuality:  Classic and Contemporary Readings, ed. Eugene F. Rogers, Jr. (Oxford:  Blackwell Publishers, 2002), 3-22

 

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The view from the top

empty light shuffling

shadows fall out unseen if

you never look down

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Climbing the blessings tree

Habakkuk 1:1-4; 2:1-4, Psalm 119:137-144, or Isaiah 1:10-18, Psalm 32:1-8, 2 Thessalonians 1:1-4, 11-12, Luke 19:1-10

In this Sunday’s gospel, a long-ago tax collector reminds me of the days when our youngest child was small, but climbed higher than any of her siblings or their peers dared, frightening the living daylights out of her mother and other adults, leading the way beyond fear with her laughter.

Blessed are you, offspring of Abraham, children of the living God, for today salvation is within your sight.

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Where is God?

A sermon for the 23rd Sunday after Pentecost, October 23rd 2016

We read Sirach 35:12-17; Psalm 84:1-6; 2 Timothy 4:6-8,16-18; Luke 18:9-14 : ‘Jesus told this parable to some who trusted in themselves that they were righteous and regarded others with contempt: “Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector …’

Where is God in this parable?

The story that Jesus tells of the Pharisee and the tax collector tells us a lot about ourselves, about human nature; about how we relate to one another and what we think our place might be in the grand scheme of things.

But where is God in this parable?

There is no father figure, no master, no king. There is no good place to stand in this parable.

It is difficult to read this aloud in an election season and not to hear the voices of politicians speaking for the poor Pharisee. Jesus told the parable to hold up a mirror to those who were getting a little over-inflated, and disparaging others in the process; it’s all too familiar.

But we might want to be careful. If we are to identify the Pharisee with one or another public figure, or even with someone we know personally, then are we not in danger of creating another pedestal for ourselves, of praying, “I thank God that I am not like that Pharisee”?

The danger of standing in the place of the Pharisee is that we never know we’re doing it. It is impossible to practice self-righteousness and self-examination in the same breath.

We do not, either, want to stand in the place of the tax collector, bearing his burden of shame. It is a horrible position to find oneself in, unable to raise one’s head. There are times when, whether I want to or not, I list in my head and my heart all the occasions, the times and the places and the people to whom I have been a horrible human being. It is a wretched litany, too painful to repeat. It makes it hard, so hard, to turn and to face my Maker and my Redeemer, to accept that I am not only forgiven but even called, even to this place, to this time. It strains my credibility; I feel as though God must have missed something, one of those humanitarian disasters. Lord, have mercy.

One of my mentors rails over those who continue to list their faults and their forgiven sins even after they have confessed and been absolved, confessing the same sins over and over again. That is not any more healthy nor helpful than standing in the place of the Pharisee. The prayer of the tax collector is not, after all, unanswered, nor is it hopeless. God does have mercy.

“Lift up your hearts,” we pray. “We lift them to the Lord.” And God knows how tender our little hearts are; God will not break them.

I think perhaps this is where Paul comes into his own.

Paul was a Pharisee. He was the most self-righteous Pharisee imaginable. He held the coats of those who stoned Stephen to death. He was so proud in his conceit, so sure of his own worth, that he left no room in his heart for Jesus.

Except that Jesus, from the moment of his birth, has been making room for himself where there was no room to be had.

After his conversion, Paul described himself as the worst sinner, the epitome of all tax collectors and sinners; and yet he knew God’s mercy. He travelled far and wide to preach the Gospel of Jesus Christ, and here, towards the end of his life, he writes as one satisfied with his labours, and pleased with what he has done in the name of the Lord. Is he back to being a boastful Pharisee?

Paul knows his place as one who has done his worst and yet received mercy. From his experience of Jesus of Nazareth, from his encounter with the Risen Christ, with the Son of the Father, the God he has known all of his days; from what he knows of the Gospel Paul is sure and certain that even a sinner such as he will stand before the throne of God and lift up his head and his heart, see God finally face to face.

He is not too proud to confess his need of Christ crucified; he is not ashamed to be forgiven his past. He is faithful.

Where is God in this parable?

God is the one who hears the prayers of the humble, and of the haughty. God receives our prayers, our praise, our pitiful complaints. God is the one holding up a mirror to us through our own prayers, so that we hear ourselves, echoing in the heart of God. God challenges the complacent and comforts the humble. God scatters the proud in the imaginations of their hearts, and lifts up the lowly. God is merciful.

Where is God in the parable? It is God, in the person of Jesus Christ, who meets us in the midst of our own story. It is Jesus Christ, the Word of God, who writes our story, and reads it back to us, inviting us to meet him within it. Amen.

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Humble blessings

For the twenty-third Sunday after Pentecost in Year C (Proper 25): the Pharisee and the tax collector are praying at the Temple. One is so self-satisfied that he is blinded by his own glory; he outshines God. One is so self-abased that he has almost lost sight of himself; yet Jesus still sees him.

Be humble, yet let your heart be light,
for God has already lifted the lowly;
the Lord has received the repentant sinner.
God sustains the poor in spirit
and blesses the unrecognized by name.

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