Transfiguration and the transformative gospel

“For we did not follow cleverly devised myths when we made known to you the power and coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, but we had been eyewitnesses of his majesty,” writes the letter attributed to Peter (2 Peter 1:16).

Myself, I enjoy a cleverly-devised myth, one that illustrates truth as through a poem, constructing a work of art that speaks to the soul without claiming accuracy or articulation, but empathy and experience. Story tells truth without objective data. It relies on the innermost secrets of the human soul to recognize it.

Such, over the centuries, has been our experience of the gospel. Translated and retranslated through language and art, music and light, liturgy and drama, even bread and wine: whatever comes to hand, mouth, and heart to convey the truth of that Majestic Glory, that Jesus is the Son of God, that God loves us enough to stand with us in the cloud, on the mountaintop, in the valleys of shadows, shining like the sun.

But Peter was there. He needed no one to describe to him the chill of the cloud, the sudden warmth that broke through, the terror of the thunderous voice, the familiar comfort of figures he knew without ever having seen them before, they were so sound a part of his faith, his formation, his family: Moses and Elijah. Peter saw it all, he knew that what he saw and heard and felt was real, as real as life in the valley; and he was dazzled and dazed into silence by its glory. “They kept silent and in those days told no one any of the things they had seen.”

This time last month, I was at St Paul’s Cathedral in London, a wonderfully and marvellously devised dome in the heart of the city, full of colour and light, stories told in paint and stone and glass, and the music, of course, soaring at eventide. I went for Evensong, and I went back in the morning to join the throng of tourists, a few school groups, people from every language and nation gathered with their cameras – with our cameras – and our cacophony. I climbed the several hundred stairs to the galleries high up on the dome. I found the effigy of John Donne, that constructor of clever conceits and poetry, who knew for himself the transformative power of the glory of God. I lit candles for some of you, for all of you, for us.

Then, as I was crossing the transept for one more look up into the dome from the centre, a woman in a black cassock stepped unobtrusively up to a lectern and began to speak gently but clearly into the mass of sightseers. She took a just a minute or two to introduce a prayer for all those in need of healing, and I thought of our candles; then she led the Lord’s Prayer, and I couldn’t tell you what proportion of the visitors joined in, but I was fixed as if by lightning to my spot on that tiled floor until the final Amen.

They do it every hour, stripping away the veil of the tourist trap and reminding those with the will to hear why it is that the cathedral stands, and sings, and prays. They do not dwell on it; there are no booths built for Moses and Elijah. The moment passes like a cloud across the sun. But it is unmistakable.

I’m not sure how else to describe it to you, except that in that moment the grand cathedral had put on the garment of prayer; and the glory of the world and its myths and its memories of war and its forgetfulness of mercy – all of this had been transfigured by the quiet voice that insisted that we listen, for a moment, to the Word of God, and the prayer that Jesus himself has taught us, to a God who listens to us.

After Moses went up the mountain in those earlier days, even the reflected glory of the experience was enough to light him up so that people were afraid to come near him. He had to put on a veil, tone it down, in order that his experience of the living God might be acceptable to the general population.

So it goes. We tame our religious experience with cleverly designed veils and shadows, artifice and myths, even the music and art that we lean into as through a window disguises as much as describes that Majestic Glory that shines like nothing on earth.

We are afraid to tell the truth, as eyewitnesses, of what it is really like to encounter God, in case it makes people back away. Peter even says, I am only saying this now because I am about to die.

But what if we were to be honest about what brings us here, week by week, hands open and hearts guarded, eyes glistening with unshed words, unmet hopes, unveiled desire? What if we were to tell the true story of how we met God, in all of that terrible glory, on the mountaintop or at our lowest ebb, and heard the voice of truth say, “Here is my Son, beloved so that you might know yourself beloved. Listen to him!” What if we were to share that light with the world, a world awash with cleverly devised myths and arguments?

When I first met Jesus, listening with the curiosity of a child, I heard him proclaim that the kingdom of God was at hand. I heard him heal the sick, comfort the demon-assaulted, undo grief, reconcile life and death, mortality and eternity within his own body. That gospel was, for me, life saving. It still is. I enjoy a cleverly devised myth as much as the next person; but what sustains me is this: that I know that God is with us, that God loves us more than we love life itself; that when the world is too loud, or stuns us into silence, Christ is still speaking in that still, small voice, the language of mercy. Listen to him.

Posted in holy days, homily, lectionary reflection, sermon, spiritual autobiography | Tagged , , | Leave a comment

The mountain

The mountain 
was known for its faces: 
old as time and containing 
the capricious moods of a newborn, 
mewling and frost-bitten on day, 
green and friendly another. 
squalling cloud and light 
enough to keep its suitors guessing 
and hoping, climbing into eternity 
just for the view. 

                                    Nothing 
so elementally expressive 
could contain the steadfast, 
implacable, 
untimely mercy that met them 
beyond the tree line, 
muttering amongst the crows, 
“Listen …”


This poem first appeared at the Episcopal Journal. This Sunday celebrates the Feast of the Transfiguration, that mysterious moment upon the mountaintop …

Posted in holy days, poetry, prayer | Tagged | Leave a comment

Pressed

What if the robes were reversed
and among the throng of sweaty suitors
for my notice you
were plucking at my sleeve;
would I know your touch
from the pickpockets of power,
care enough to turn and ask
what you require, hear
from you the whole truth
that makes of the world a liar; follow
through the mob of mourners
for a life worth leaving behind?


A brief reflection on the Gospel reading from today’s Daily Office: Mark 5:21-43

Posted in lectionary reflection, poetry, prayer | Tagged , , , , , | Leave a comment

Mustard seed

Split it with thumbnail or teeth,
feel its tiny fire upon the tongue,
a supernova soon consumed;
or
let it swell from within, fed by filtered light
and living water, until it bursts
open and eager, expanding like a universe
alert with wonder


The Gospel for Year A Proper 12 includes the parable of the mustard seed: Matthew 13:31-33

Posted in lectionary reflection, poetry, prayer, sermon preparation | Tagged , , , , | Leave a comment

Together

Together

we grow side by side

rise and fall

together

who can tell us

apart but God?

Together

in awful glory

we will shine

together

with all the fire

of the sun

_______________________

Year A Proper 11: the parable of the wheat and the tares, Matthew 13:24-30,36-43

Posted in lectionary reflection, poetry, prayer, sermon preparation | Tagged , , , | Leave a comment

Confessions of a crow

Dear One, do I perceive that you 
have told this parable against me? 
Have I stolen the seeds of contentment 
from those with whom I am on the way, 
the path that you have laid out 
in crazy paving, gravel, and grass, where joy 
should be in abundance, the hopscotch, 
skip, and jump of children? We swoop 
instead with greedy, beady beaks and raucous crows.

We have scorched the earth, flooding 
your fields with fire; we have pierced 
the body you laid out and choked from it 
black bile; it quakes beneath our power. 

In the beginning, when the soil was planted 
with food and beauty, in your Wisdom, 
choosing your Words carefully, you said 
that it was good; 
good for growing grace and the glory 
of the image of the living reign of heaven.

Dear One, may it be so. 
May we first fall down and be forgiven 
by your good earth, 
by your creative and therefore compassionate 
mercy.


The Gospel reading for Year A Proper 10 includes the parable of the sower and the soil from Matthew 13. Photo credit Gareth Hughes.

This poem-prayer first appeared at https://episcopaljournal.org/confessions-of-a-crow/

Posted in lectionary reflection, poetry, prayer, sermon preparation | Tagged , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Rest

Did you recall,
as you were falling into the earth,
into the abyss of memory,
before the ground dented the palms
of your hands before their time;
did you recall,
as the once-living wood pierced your side
with bitter splinters, telling them
that your burden was easy,
the yoke upon your neck un-heavy?
Do you remember,
or is it like the view from a mountaintop,
all rocks and ridges forgiven,
loud aches drowned out by awe –
for a moment, you feel
that you could harness the clouds
to carry you


The Gospel reading for Year A Proper 9 contains the verses. “Come to me, all you that are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30)

Posted in lectionary reflection, poetry, prayer, sermon preparation | Tagged , , , | Leave a comment

Thomas the trusting

Thomas dared to wrestle with God,

as Job before him, resisting and insisting

on a trial, the evidence to be enumerated

in wounds; bold Thomas,

brazen Thomas. I do not dare

to call Christ to account, to demand

such demonstration of the divine,

to command such a performance

as would bring me to my knees, declaring,

My Lord, and my God;

and will he yet tread the base

boards of my heart?

_______________________

Images from the life of Christ – The Incredulity of St Thomas – Psalter of Eleanor of Aquitaine (ca. 1185) via wikimedia commons

Posted in holy days, poetry, prayer | Tagged , | Leave a comment

Welcome

A sermon for the Fifth Sunday after Pentecost, 2 July 2023. The readings include Genesis 22:1-14 and Matthew 10:40-42

_____________________

The word of the day is welcome. Jesus said, “Whoever welcomes you welcomes me, and whoever welcomes me welcomes the one who sent me.” (Matthew 10:40)

A few years ago, our Vestry considered what it means to post a sign outside the church proclaiming, “All Are Welcome”. It may be time to consider again that word, “Welcome”, as a church and as a nation. Because it is not enough to open a door and say, “Welcome” to someone who cannot get past the outer gate. What does it mean to say, “Welcome”, then, “Time’s up. Now find somewhere else to be”? It is not enough to say, “Welcome” to the parched and weary stranger, without offering them also food and drink, and a place to rest. It is a bait and switch to welcome someone in out of the cold but deny them a place by the fire. Welcome doesn’t say, “yes, I’ll help you, but then you’ll owe me, literally, for life.” It is not enough to invite someone in but then demand that they hide who they really are. It is not enough to say, “Welcome, come on in,” then leave the stranger alone while we talk to other people whom we already know and maybe even like.

I was reminded during a conversation this past week of the wonderful show, “Come From Away”. It tells the story of a small town in Newfoundland that, in the wake of the attacks on the United States in September 2001, became the destination of necessity for dozens of international flights that had made it across the Atlantic but could not land in an America that had, for sound reasons, closed down its airspace.

The people of Gander, Newfoundland, found themselves inundated with unanticipated refugees – temporarily, but in staggering numbers. These travellers, caught up in the ripple effects of extremist violence, numbered a full two-thirds of the standing population of the town. It would take a concerted and united effort to help them, house them, feed them, for who knew then how long before they would be able to complete their journeys. They were frightened, grief-stricken, anxious, stranded, and the town was overwhelmed.

Yet they found it in themselves to provide welcome. They understood that their discomfort at this avalanche of need was part of the human condition, that has to shift and find new positions and accommodations when another child of God, another facet of the image of God, finds its place among them.

This miracle of sacrifice and selflessness is repeated across our country and our globe in ways both large and small and mostly without having musicals written about them; but we hear, too, the voices of unwelcome, of irritation, voices built of barbed wire and venom, along with the voices that worry, less loathingly but with the same result, that if we offer another a cup of cold water, there may not be as much left for us; who forget who it was that set aside water out of the waters of creation for us and our fellow creatures to enjoy.

Welcome – real welcome, the kind of welcome that the prodigal father has for his son, that God has for us – that welcome when we can manage it is a form of worship, since it humbles the self before the image of God standing in front of us, and calls out of us our best approximation of the image of Christ. Whoever welcomes you welcomes me.

We are still, remember, at the tail end of the sending speech that Jesus started giving to his disciples two Sundays ago, when he began to send them forth to cast out demons, heal the sick, raise the dead, proclaim good news. He warned that there would be wolves along the way. But he also promises these pockets of welcome.

Welcome is costly. God is a gracious and abundant giver – but God also asks of us our love, our devotion, our service to one another and the creation which God made us to tend. Sometimes, sure, it seems as though God is asking a lot. Ask Abraham. Ask him.

If Abraham had gone through with it, he would have lost everything to God, everything to his covenant, everything for his faith. He would not only have given up Isaac, but his sense of himself. He would never sleep again. He could never go home. He would never be the same again. (Genesis 22:1-10).

But God – that was not what God was asking of him. God gave it all back. God proved trustworthy. God asked Abraham to lay everything – everything – on the altar of God’s covenant, and God gave it all back (Genesis 22:11-14).

“Truly I tell you,” said Jesus, “none of these will lose their reward.” (Matthew 10:42)

God commands, demands that we love with all our heart, soul, strength, mind, and being the one who has loved us into being, and that we demonstrate that love amongst our neighbours, and our enemies, strangers and people who are simply strange, sinners, foreigners, friends: everyone else who is made in that image of God. Whoever welcomes them welcomes God.

And God, God gives it all back, pressed down, shaken together, overflowing into our embrace from those prodigiously welcoming arms (Luke 6:38).

Posted in current events, lectionary reflection, sermon | Tagged , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Abraham also laughed

A poem-sermon for Friday in the first week of the 2023 Chautauqua season at the Chapel of the Good Shepherd. The readings include Genesis 17:1,9-10,15-22


Abraham also laughed,
in the face of God, no less,
and lived – more than lived –
thrived and grew and strew
descendants across the centuries
like seasons, like days, like hours.

Abraham laughed,
and God laughed with him,
shaking earth and quaking the continents.
God laughed until the tears came
and fell like rain,
and Abraham lifted his face to the sky
like purple sage.

God and Abraham laughed until
they no longer knew if they were
laughing or crying,
or why.
They laughed like old friends who knew
that this moment will not pass by again;

and Abraham, finding himself alone
once more, head and shoulders shaking
with the occasional aftershock of glory,
called himself an old fool
as he lifted his feet toward home,
where his son played havoc with his heart.


Featured image: the patriarch Abraham, via wikimedia commons

Posted in lectionary reflection, poetry, prayer, sermon | Tagged , , , , | Leave a comment