Advent meditation: parables, fools, and poetry

Written for the Diocese of Ohio Advent meditations collection, Advent 2014 (see more at www.dohio.org)

Readings for Thursday of the First Week of Advent: Psalm 118: 19-24; Isaiah 26: 1-6; Matthew 7: 21-27

Rock of Ages

They called him a fool, building on sand,

but he knew that those dunes were rock, once,

weathered into sparkling, dangerous beauty,

shifting with time, surfing the earth in step

with his mortality; he knew that even bedrock

sags with age and sleep and generations.

His was the folly of an artist’s dream.

After the house fell, he would shake his fist

at the sky, and cry, and start over,

a parable in the futility of forever.

The other knew it, too.

He knew that rock erodes,

that the earth bucks and throws us off

with a shrug of its shoulder, a blow of its nostrils,

a wave. While the fool took the long view,

the wise man chose today to build,

knowing that nothing lasts except eternity,

that eternity lives in every present moment;

not a geological past nor an imagined future,

but now, the moment rejected by fools,

home to the Incarnate One forever.

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Poisonous legacies and new tongues

The basic hagiography of Francis Xavier goes something like this:
Born in 1506 in the Navarre region of France, Francis met Ignatius of Loyola as a young man, and was greatly influenced by his friendship. Together, with others, they formed the Society of Jesus, known as the Jesuits. When the King of Portugal wanted to send missionaries to territories in India and beyond, it was Francis who went to Goa and converted many to Christianity. Over the next decade or so, he consolidated his missions in Goa and travelled as far East as Japan. He died on an island south of China, waiting at the gates of that mysterious country to try his mission there. A Jesuit biographer writes,

“Francis loved and was loved by all ranks of society, European and Asian. He was equally at home with sailors, soldiers, merchants, simple people, and sophisticated intellectuals. He could begin the conversation at their level and take it up to God’s … Francis had a genuine love for everyone he met and he urged his fellow missionaries to have the same.”

He could begin the conversation at any level and take it up to God’s. Now there is a gift for speaking new tongues.

But there is another side to the story. At this moment, in the city of Goa, Francis’ remains are on display in the cathedral church, inviting pilgrims to come, see, and pray. A message on the webpage for the exposition from the Archbishop of Goa and Daman prays,

“that this Solemn Exposition of the Relics of our Saint – and the massive spiritual preparation the Church in Goa is engaged in — may be an occasion for us to renew our faith-commitment and to live it out amidst the manifold challenges of our times. May it also bring the priceless gift of JESUS to many people who are sincerely searching for the real meaning and purpose of their lives.”

But others are protesting the exposition, arguing that the display is an affront to Goa’s independence from Portugal, and that it celebrates a man who committed atrocities, torture, and even mass murder in the name of Holy Inquisition.

Must we swallow the poison of religious imperialism and inquisition in order to celebrate the missionary zeal and spiritual legacy of the co-founder of the Jesuit movement?

“They will pick up serpents, and if they drink any deadly thing it will not hurt them.”

It must have been three or four Decembers ago that I got up one morning to find a three-page, closely-argued treatise on why my eldest daughter should be permitted a pet snake. That, friends, is how we came to adopt a third cat. Maybe I simply don’t have enough faith to handle serpents; but I’m trying.

This piece appended to the end of Mark’s gospel doesn’t get read much, partly because most people believe it to be an appendix to the original, and we’re not that sure what to do with it. It gets read today presumably because of the instruction to “Go into all the world and preach the gospel to the whole creation,” which fits nicely with the commemoration of a missionary; but there are other verses that would do for that. So we tend to find ourselves hypnotized, transfixed instead by the snakes.

“These signs will accompany those who believe: in my name they will cast out demons; they will speak in new tongues; they will pick up serpents; if they drink any deadly thing, it will not hurt them; they will lay their hands on the sick, and they will recover.”

I read Salvation on Sand Mountain, by Dennis Covington, after I read this evening’s gospel. He describes the faith of many whom we would consider on the outskirts of, well, sane Christianity: the snake handlers. He describes, actually, churches filled with the same faith and fear and conflict and trouble and resolution and hope that we find anywhere, that we find here. About halfway through, he begins to spell out what should be obvious:

“There are snakes, and there are snakes. Some are literal, some not. While I was handling common water snakes in a sewer at the end of our street in East Lake, people were taking up rattlesnakes in a church a few blocks away. We didn’t know them. They didn’t know us. We might as well have occupied parallel universes, except for one thing: we had come from the same place. We were border dwellers. We had sailed for the promised land. We had entered the mountains and come down from them again. We were the same people. And all of us were handling one kind of snake or another.

The literal snakes are the easiest to identify: my water snakes, their rattlesnakes. The metaphorical snakes are another matter. When I was growing up in East Lake, among families reaching for the middle class, the past was problematic and embarrassing because it contained poverty, ignorance, racism, and defeat. This legacy of Southern history was as dangerous as any rattlesnake.” (Dennis Covington, Salvation on Sand Mountain: Snake Handling and Redemption in Southern Appalachia (De Capo Press, 1995), 151)

Covington states the obvious, that there is evil and inequality, that there are malign ideas and cruel deeds that slide around, between us, hooking around our knees, strangling our throats, squeezing out our God-given breath; and we who read this gospel tend to get distracted by the spectacle of the rattlers, while the serpent, that old devil, and its poison are slithering and seeping into the water that we drink.

The legacy of Francis Xavier courses through the centuries. Its currents of education, of spiritual awakening, of service to the gospel, even of love run deep. But there are other currents that run as deep: imperialism, inequality, the inhumanity of treating others as less than ourselves, even when we think it’s for their own good.

Today was the funeral of Tamir Rice. I can’t shake the feeling that there’s a connection.

(I heard, after this was written, of another Grand Jury decision not to indict another police officer involved in the death of an unarmed black man, Eric Garner. This will make the following harder to preach; but if we do not have hope…?)

But the gospel says that those of us who believe will take up snakes and subdue them, that we can swallow the poison and neutralize it, that it will not sour our breath but we will speak in new tongues. We can lay hands on the world and heal it. That’s what this gospel says.

We won’t always get it right. Almost everyone in Covington’s book got bitten at one time or another, because of pride or recklessness, forgetfulness or carelessness, or what was often attributed to a lack of prayer. And many of them loved their snakes. Every saint is a sinner at heart; it is only in God, with God, by the grace of God that we are able to overcome evil, to speak in the new language of love, to lay on hands to heal what ails the world.

I am remembering, now, what that biographer said of Francis: he could begin a conversation at any level and raise it up to God’s. That is the power of speaking in new tongues: that we can begin a conversation with anyone, anyone, and lift it up to God for healing, for renewal, so that the poison is removed, and the serpent subdued. It begins with the simple, genuine inclination to love: to love God, love the people God made, change the world.

Amen.

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Faking It

I sit in silence as the base
boards click and tick around my ankles,
shaking out heat;
across the room the fridge kicks in,
humming to a rhythmic
beat, chilling;
I sit in the silence in
between, lukewarm.

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Year B Advent 1: Be the gospel

We enter Advent slap bang in the middle of Mark’s little apocalypse; this end of the world, stars falling out, desolating times piece of prophecy: the little apocalypse.

The thing about apocalypse is that it comes up over and over in the Bible, so it can’t always be the end of the world. Mark is quoting massively from the book of Daniel, a masterpiece of the genre, which was written to encourage the people under the oppression of the Seleucid empire to stay strong, keep the faith: look, said Daniel, this has happened before, in the time of the Exile, and faith kept us following God back to the promised land. A couple of centuries later, Nero fiddles as Rome burns, he blames it on the Christians, and someone called John receives an apocalyptic Revelation. The stories of the apocalypse describe the end of the world as we know it, an ending that happens over and again, sometimes even within a lifetime; and at the same time they keep the faith that God knows what God is doing, and that God will bring us home.

Do you remember the story from Daniel of the three men in the fiery furnace? Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, three minority men persecuted for their culture and their faith, thrown into the fiery pit. When the king looked to see their fate, he noticed four men. An Angel of the Lord walked with them, protected them, led them out of the fire and into the light.

That is the promise of Advent, after all, that even as darkness falls and it looks as though the light is failing, Emmanuel, God is with us, and will return to bring us home.

This is a good time for Advent to begin, just after our Thanksgiving for all that we have, and the realization of all we have lost, the empty places at the table, the words thrown away that cannot be taken back; and still we give thanks. This is a good time for Advent to begin, with passion burning in Ferguson, grief flowing in Cudell Park, the disbelief and distress of a family slain, in the midst of a world on fire, hearts on fire, or frozen with fear and frustration. This is a good time for Advent to begin, for apocalypse to break in, and remind us that we have been here before, standing at the end of the world, in the fading light, with the fires burning all around, wondering where to turn.

People are fond of quoting Mahatma Gandhi: be the change you want to see in the world. I love Gandhi, and it’s a good mantra, but for Christians it needs just a twist. God has already made a change. Emmanuel, God with us, the Incarnation of Jesus changed everything. That is the good news of the gospel, the good news of the apocalypse, that God is already with us, and that the new world is already within sight. We almost have it.

So I would say that the charge for Christians is to be the gospel that we want to see in the world. Be the good news that you long to hear. Be the gospel.

Paul says, “You are not lacking in any spiritual gift as you wait for the revealing of our Lord Jesus Christ.” We know from our baptism the call to see each person as bearing the Christ-child within them. We know that we are bound and committed to uphold the dignity of all persons. We have promised to proclaim the gospel in word and in deed: to be the gospel we want to see and hear in this world. And we are not lacking the means, the grace, to do it.

Last Monday, Michael Brown’s parents asked anyone listening to take four and a half minutes of silence, stillness, after the announcement of the Grand Jury decision, whatever it might be. Four and a half minutes to represent the four and a half hours their son’s body lay in the street. Four and a half minutes to remember that whatever the evidence presented, and conclusions reached, somebody’s son lay dead in the street for half of the day.

Later in the week, we found out that Tamir Rice lay fatally shot, mortally wounded for four minutes before anyone would come to his aid. Four minutes while a child lay dying, and this one, too, a child of God.

Four minutes, four and a half minutes, four and a half hours. Whatever we may know or think or believe about individual cases, I think that we can agree that any portion of those intervals is too long to suspend another person’s humanity. It is too long to turn away from the imago Dei, the image of God in the other. It is too long to turn away from a neighbour in need.

One of the most disheartening things I read this week was the comments section of the online news reports. In them are too many comments labelling our neighbours as animals, and worse, to be ignored; bold statements reducing whole swathes of humanity to a category beneath concern or even contempt.  But when we separate ourselves from one another, by race or by class or by occupation, we spit on the image of God. Pretty much no sentence that begins with “Those people” ends with a word of grace. Add a lethal weapon, and these divisions become deadly.

The gospel answers, boldly, This one, too, is a child of God. Don’t disrespect the imago Dei, the image in which we all were created.

Let me say it more plainly: in the gospel, as expansive as it is: in the gospel, there is no room for enmity. There is no room for cheap damnation. In the gospel, there is no room for racism. The gospel does not make peace with injustice.

The stories of the apocalypse are about a world set on fire by sin, and by sinful systems that oppress and do violence to the people of God. The gospel counters that it is not the end of the world, that God is still with us, that there is always hope, that there will always be prophets who keep the faith, who walk through the fire, to proclaim the gospel to those most in need of good news.

Sometimes, prophets are found in unlikely places, even on an NFL player’s football page. Of course, he does play for the Saints. Benjamin Watson wrote this week about the encouragement that he found in naming this problem, the one we have seen in Ferguson, the one we have lived in Cleveland, as sin. At the end of a thoughtful piece, which it’s worth reading in full, he says,

I’M ENCOURAGED, because ultimately the problem is not a SKIN problem, it is a SIN problem. SIN is the reason we rebel against authority. SIN is the reason we abuse our authority. SIN is the reason we are racist, prejudiced and lie to cover for our own. SIN is the reason we riot, loot and burn. BUT I’M ENCOURAGED because God has provided a solution for sin through the his son Jesus and with it, a transformed heart and mind. One that’s capable of looking past the outward and seeing what’s truly important in every human being. The cure for the Michael Brown, Trayvon Martin, Tamir Rice and Eric Garner tragedies is not education or exposure. It’s the Gospel. So, finally, I’M ENCOURAGED because the Gospel gives mankind hope.  (https://www.facebook.com/BenjaminWatsonOfficial?fref=nf)

The gospel gives us hope. Be the gospel you want to see in the world. You are not lacking in any spiritual gift as we await the revealing of our Lord Jesus Christ.

In the meantime, may angels walk each of us through the fire. Amen.

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In memoriam

I remember her story. I remember her telling me as though she knew me, as though she trusted me; God knows all that she did not say. I remember her story, even though her name has faded into her features, become a watercolour memory, washed out around the edges. In a corner of the room, the child slept on, breathing easy.
We met once, almost a decade ago. The child, now, would be about twelve, I suppose. I do not clearly remember his name, God help me, and I tell myself that it doesn’t matter, not to anyone but me, that the story is the same whether or not I remember his name. The only reason it would matter is that each one is wonderfully and fearfully made, unique in the image of an infinite and unrepeatable God, irreducible, ineffable.
And so I wonder if she still weeps. My heart rages wild with hope that the child sleeps on, breathing easy.

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Pray

Pray, not for an end
to grief; tears fall, the waters
of a hard labour.

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Psalm

oil poured on troubled
water set alight: O God,
make haste to help us.

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Millstones

I preached a few weeks ago on the stumbling blocks that we set before our children: guns. Their prevalence and power have become stumbling blocks to our children, and blinders to keep us focused on fear. We hurtle headlong into tragedies like this weekend’s shooting of a 12-year-old, Tamir, in a Cleveland park, by police responding to a 911 call about a young person with a (possibly fake or toy) gun:

A child, swinging the
weight of the world in his hands;
a child left swinging.

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Signs of the times

It’s been a long week. It has left me ping-ponging between anger at the challenges young people face that we had never heard of growing up, and astonishment at how some of them respond with strength, dignity, friendship and love. One phrase in particular is a reflection both of what our young people endure, and of how they endure with resilience and even humour. I think you’ll know which one 🙂

cop cars in the parking lot
as the school bell rings:
another day, another twitter
feeding the fear.
A random wave of penises
washing over cellphone
screens, leaving them
scummy, defiled.
Children, wise
beyond their years;
their elders crawling
speechless in their wake.

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Sheep and goats: beyond the parable

The first goat I ever met as an individual, got to know as a person, as it were, lived in an urban back garden in Oxford, England. He did not, however, necessarily stay there. One evening, doing the dishes after a housewarming dinner at my boyfriend’s new digs, I looked up and out of the kitchen window to see a salt-and-pepper goat idly snacking on the laundry hanging from the clothes line. “Gareth,” I called through to the living room. “There’s a goat in your garden.”
The goat had a collar (and a name, which i’ve forgotten), so we put a string on it and took it through the house to the front, intending to go door to door until we found its home. As it happened, we didn’t have far to go. We knocked at the next door neighbour. “Is this your goat?” we asked. It was. After that, it was an ordinary occurrence to find the goat in Gareth’s garden, eating laundry, and we would just heave it back over the fence. There was a brown goat lived there, too, but it didn’t come over as often, which was a good thing, because it was grumpy and had a tendency to bite.
I’ve never met an individual sheep in the same way, even though, growing up in Wales, there were sheep around practically every corner, except in the centre of town and on the trains. But the sheep hang around in flocks, for the most part, and huddle together going “baa” if you try to go and introduce yourself to them.
Science says that sheep know one another as individuals; a sheep given a test to remember the door behind which a treat is hidden finds the correct answer by recognizing the face of the individual sheep associated with the snack.
Sheep know one another as persons, but to the casual observer, their strength is in their communal nature and flock mentality.
Which plays really will into the parable of the sheep and the goats.
Goats are no respecters of property, boundaries, or rules of civil engagement. They bite, they eat the clothes of others, they run away from home without leaving a note, they kick, and they do so despite repeated entreaties not to. They simply do not care about anyone but themselves.
Sheep, on the other hand, are all about encircling the lambs, protecting the weak and vulnerable. They recognize one another’s faces, and they expect good from one another. They belong closely to one another. They love one another in a deeply woolly way.
Goats are cute and appealing, in a rakish, roguish way; and sheep are good. For spontaneity, perhaps, goats have the advantage, but a sheep is more reliable.
All are God’s creatures, and all beloved. But for fellow feeling and community, the sheep are the ones to follow. They are much more likely safely to enter the fold than to jump the fence into outer darkness.

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