Be still and know

Because it is in silence that we hear

behind the chaos of our own hearts

the stillness of God suspended

awaiting our creation

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“Do not be weary of doing what is right”

A sermon for the Sunday after an election, Church of the Epiphany, Euclid, Ohio, 2016

First and foremost, if you hear nothing else from me this morning, please hear this: God loves you. I love you. I’m glad we’re in this together.

Now. About last week.

Last week, we renewed the promises of our baptismal covenant. We remembered the promises God has made to us, in creation, in the Incarnation of Jesus, in the resurrection of the body and the communion of saints.

And we remembered the promises we have made, with God’s help. Do we still remember them?

I ask because next week we’re going to make them all over again, when we baptize the youngest and newest member of our church family. We will promise, with God’s help, to mold the world in which he grows up as closely as possible to the kingdom of God.

I wrote on Wednesday in my blog that the work of this week looks much the same as the work of the last. It is the work we signed up to do when we made those promises. “Brothers and sisters, do not be weary in doing” that work.

We promised, you remember, to continue in the apostles’ teaching and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in the prayers.

And here we are: so far, so good. We are still together, despite political differences, busy schedules, or the debilitating depression of having too little to do. We are one body, sharing one bread, members who know that we have need of one another, with Christ at our head.

Then, we promised to resist evil, and whenever we fall into sin – not if, but whenever – to repent, and return to God. This may be treading on less safe ground. What does resisting evil look like in this time and place?

In our prayer of confession we repent aloud of the evil that ensnares us, the evil we have done, and the evil done on our behalf. It is easy to repent of our own evil. But that which is done on our behalf? That which ensnares us? To take responsibility for the sin in which we live and move and have our being is hard work. Resistance is not futile, but it is frustrating. Still, “brothers and sisters, do not be weary in doing” what we have promised.

And we have promised to proclaim by word and example the Good News of God in Christ. When people see us coming, they should expect good news.

Which brings us to those other little promises tacked on to the end of our list. The promise to seek and serve Christ in all persons. To respect the dignity of every human being. To love my neighbour as myself. To strive for justice, and peace.

The work hasn’t changed since last week. But some of the challenges have.

The dignity of women, for example, and their right to freedom from sexual harassment has never been guaranteed – ask any woman. But public statements which appear to legitimize or dismiss such attacks have raised the urgency of demanding respect for our dignity, regardless of gender or gender identity, sex or sexuality.

The status of refugees and immigrants is by definition precarious and vulnerable. There is a mandate throughout scripture to be kind to the stranger among us, to treat each alien as an honoured guest. The need for kindness for those in our community whose future feels unsafe, whose place among us is unsecured, becomes exponentially greater in times of stress and upheaval, change and uncertainty.

We have talked together many times about the injustice of the racism that continues to plague and infect our common life together. The work of resisting that evil assuredly has not gone away in the past week. Unfortunately, some in our society have decided that this is a time to exercise and amplify the voices of hate. Racist slogans: Make America White Again, have appeared on community walls. Students of colour have found themselves targeted with frightening and threatening messages, images of lynching.

The promise that we made to strive for justice and peace has not changed, but its challenge has been raised.

This is not a party political statement. Because here’s the dirty secret of the kingdom of God: it is not a representative democracy. It is not a republic. God does not wait for our mandate. “As for these things that you see, the days will come when not one stone will be left upon another; all will be thrown down.” And God will still be God.

The outcome of last week’s election is important. It will be profoundly important in the effect it has on the lives, the livings, the conditions of the people in this house, and in these United States. We pray for the best outcome for us all, and hope not to become weary in working for what is good. Because the work of the people of God, the citizens of the kingdom of God, has not changed in the past week. We are always called to love God above any leader. We are always called to love every neighbour as ourself; not just to be agreeable, but to love them, feed them, soothe them, defend them to the end. Because that’s what love does.

“Brothers and sisters, do not be weary in doing what is right.”

We have our marching orders. We have made our promises.  Do not be weary.

I’ve been trying to work on some positive ways to put my promise into practice. I’ve been asking each day, “What shall we do tomorrow?” and I’m open to suggestions. Here are the gestures I’ve made personally towards the promises I’ve made. I’m sharing in case they give you some ideas:

I’ve subscribed for the first time to the New York Times. Information is important, and in an age of quickly shared memes and themes with little fact-checking, I think it’s time to take time to seek out true stories. And a free press isn’t free.

I have applied to become a volunteer for Refugee Response, to tutor or mentor a family settling in the new world of Greater Cleveland. I remember what it was like to be a new immigrant here, a stranger in a strange land.

I wrote to our closest mosque and a few synagogues assuring them of prayers for my fellow friends of God, for the safety and peace of their congregations and families, inviting them to call on me to back up those prayers with practical assistance if I can be of service.

I’m still working on the repentance and return piece. It’s a process.

I have returned to the teaching and fellowship of the apostles, the breaking of bread and the prayers.

Just yesterday, we were given the opportunity once more to witness to the hope of the resurrection, celebrating the life of our friend, Gene. I was reminded, once more, of the love of God, the life that we share. I am glad we are in this together.

Next week, with the baptism of Robert, we will once more ponder the mysteries of a life lived just this side of eternity, yet replete with the promises of God. We will once more renew our own baptismal promises, joining our voices together in hope, in promise, in prayer, never wearying of the words,

“I will, with God’s help.”

Amen.

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Weary blessings

I apologize for skipping last week’s lectionary-based blessing post. I was overwhelmed by the choices – All Saints’ or Proper 27? Track 1 or Track 2? Narrative Lectionary or RCL?

Actually, that last one’s a bit of red herring, because I’ve been following the RCL all along. And I’ve been kind of avoiding the Track 1/2 dilemma by using exclusively New Testament sources for the blessings.

Speaking of which, this week’s Epistle convicts me of last week’s failings, and commands me to do better this week. “Keep away from believers living in idleness!” it cautions. “Brothers and sisters, do not be weary in doing what is right.”

It has been, for many of us, a weary week. For those preparing sermons for Sunday, know that I share your deep sighs and frustration at a Gospel reading that kindly suggests, “make up your minds not to prepare your defense in advance; for I will give you words and a wisdom that none of your opponents will be able to withstand or contradict,” while we are busy praying, “What the hell are we going to say?”

I don’t have it all figured out, but I know that my mantra, the nudge that the Holy Spirit has been throwing my way since early Wednesday has been that phrase which at once acknowledges the burden, and promises to help ease it: “do not be weary in doing what is right.”

Check back on Sunday to see how that worked out.

May the Wisdom of God direct you, the Word of God defend you. May the Spirit of God keep you from weariness, and enable you to do always what is right, for the sake of Christ Jesus.

Amen.

 

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The next day

What a difference a day makes.

Yesterday, the sun was shining and the weather was warm as I crossed the street to cast my vote in the presidential election.

I didn’t get a whole lot of sleep last night; stayed up late watching the returns, and woke early with a storm rolling in, wind and rain battering against my bedroom window.

The work of today, though, looks a lot like the work of yesterday.

I have a funeral to prepare for, always a hard call, to hold the grief of the bereaved, while continuing to hold out the hope, even the joy, of resurrection, the extension of a life of love.

Last week, I noticed that our infant baptism information forms had not been updated in a long time; they contain embarrassing assumptions about the structure of family. They need to be reformed in order to reflect the blessed diversity that is embraced in this community.

I had a conversation with a community colleague about the nasty undercurrent of racism underlying some of the discussion of local ballot issues. We agreed that we have work to do to help to understand, air, heal our divisions; to root out the racism hiding in plain sight in our neighbourhoods.

I need to study and pray in order to prepare a sermon from the scriptures for this Sunday, one which will assure people of the grace of God’s love, the gospel of Christ, and compel us to respond likewise by loving mercy, doing justice, walking humbly with one another and with God.

I will look ahead to Advent, with its portents and promises of end times and righteous judgement, when the oppressed will be set free, the hungry fed, the weeping comforted. In the meantime, the season says, though, there will be storms.

A line in this week’s readings exhorts, “Brothers and sisters, do not be weary in doing what is right.” (2 Thessalonians 3:13)

The sleepless night, the stormy conditions, the darkness of the morning do not help to mitigate the weariness, the nervousness, the heaviness of life and limb, but the work is the same today as yesterday. Holding grief; holding out hope. Reforming assumptions to include more families in our embrace. Confronting sin. Studying scripture, praying, waiting on the Word of God. Weathering storms.

“Do not be weary in doing what is right.”

 

 

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Election day prayer

“My kingdom is not of this world, you say, yet, “The kingdom of God is at hand.”

And so we wait, and watch, and vote, and pray, “Thy kingdom come,”

all the while hoping that each small act of kindness, strength, integrity,

love may bring us one small step closer to where you brood

over us, waiting to draw us out of deep waters,

declaring, “Let there be light!”

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A post-election sermon on a pre-election Sunday

All Saints, 2016

Readings: Daniel 7:1-3,15-18Psalm 149Ephesians 1:11-23Luke 6:20-31

Paul wrote, “I have heard of your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love toward all the saints, and for this reason I do not cease to give thanks for you as I remember you in my prayers.”

May such be our epitaph.

No one ever said that it was easy to be a saint.

“Woe to you who are rich, and full, when all speak well of you,” proclaims Jesus. Woe to those who find their own satisfaction and do not worry themselves about the welfare of others, who will not trouble themselves to find out who could use a share in their comfort, nor to care about those whose lives are unsecured, untethered, uncertain.

Sainthood is hard to find in satisfaction. Sainthood is not satisfied with its own holiness, nor with its own comfort, nor with its own certainty. Instead, it seeks others to serve. It follows the undeserving. It washes the feet of the betrayer and shares a cup of wine with the enemy.

Sainthood is not for the faint of heart.

Jesus has turned the blessings we crave into woes, and the misfortunes that we avoid into blessings. Sainthood is less, after all, about keeping a clean halo than it is about living in the dirt and ashes of the world and finding God, shaken and pressed down, a rough diamond in the heart of it.

Blessed are you who are poor, because this inequity, the injustice which holds one person in higher value than another will not stand in the kingdom of God, and those who had the power and the privilege to hold it in place will fall from their pedestals, while the poor will receive an inheritance beyond their imagining.

Blessed are you when people hate you, exclude you, revile you. When they mock you for your physical appearance or hate you for your race. When they revile the traditions of your ancestors and exclude you because of your gender. When they ridicule you for your faith, your naïve trust in the Son of God.

For it has happened before, to the prophets. It has happened before, when the slave ships were in full sail. It has happened before, at the Holocaust. It has happened before, on the cross, such condemnation.

But never has it prevailed in the face of God’s grace, the echoing thunder of the empty tomb, the stark, stone cold reality of the resurrection.

Jesus has turned woe into blessing, weeping to relief, wailing into songs of praise. The resurrection has restored justice where there was formerly only order; comfort, where there was formerly only woe; life where they was formerly only death; deep joy where there was formerly only deeper grief.

That is the hope of the kingdom of God. It is the promise of the resurrection. It is the witness of the communion of saints, whom we celebrate today.

Nevertheless. I am weary of woes. I am weary of the stones cast.

I do not expect that casting a vote in this election will bring about the kingdom of God – although I think that prayer and a long, hard consideration of the values of the gospel, and the beatitudes of Jesus will bring us closer through the exercise, if we are faithful. I do expect that in the aftermath of this Tuesday and all of the woes that have brought us here, with far too few blessings heard among them – I do expect that we as people of faith, as people of love, may be part of a new resolution to work together, raising blessings instead of casting woes.

Jesus said, “Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you.”

Someone has to give way.

He said, “Give to everyone who begs from you; and if anyone takes away your goods, do not ask for them again.”

Someone has to forgive the debt.

Jesus said, “Do to others as you would have them do to you.”

Because that way sainthood lies.

We may not be able to vote in the kingdom of God, but we can live it.

We can live as those too poor not to need one another.

We can live as those too hungry not to thirst for mercy for all of God’s children.

We can live as those who weep with hard laughter at life’s woes, knowing that joy is restored in the morning.

We can bear the ridicule of believing, naively enough, that God is with us, that the Holy Spirit blesses us, and that Jesus will not leave us to bear our woes alone.

“I have heard of your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love toward all the saints, and for this reason I do not cease to give thanks for you as I remember you in my prayers.”

May we be worthy of such an epitaph.

Amen.

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All Hallows Eve

spirits wake
the crones take bones and withered skin
to dance by starlight 
feigning beauty
phoenix feather passion soon
consumed, confused
the saints dream resurrection, raise
a hymn of praise
against the silence of the night
a cowl thrown across the moon
the dying of the light

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Prayer and empty air

A sermon for the 24th Sunday after Pentecost, October 30, 2016

Habakkuk 1:1-4; 2:1-4, Psalm 119:137-144 or Isaiah 1:10-18, Psalm 32:1-8, 2 Thessalonians 1:1-4, 11-12, Luke 19:1-10

On Friday morning, I went to the new Old Fort steps at the Rocky River Metropark. They carry visitors (not magically; you have to use your legs) from river level to the top of the steep cliffs overlooking the canyon as it winds its way to the Great Lake. Formed over millennia, the landscape is still moving and changing, which is why new steps had to be built.stairs

“Change takes time,” reads a sign part way up the steps. “Change begins with a single step.”

There are signs from MetroHealth all around, giving a stair count, and an encouraging little message halfway up. I noticed the one urging visitors to make this new staircase part of their daily routine.

At the top, a greeting, and an encouragement to take a moment, take a breath, take in the view.

Of course, I thought of Zacchaeus. How could I not, up there among the tree tops? You get a different view of it all from on high, a different perspective, lifted free of the trunks and trails and the busy fall of leaves all around. Up in the clear air, the distractions are more thinly spread, the view is cleaner.

Zacchaeus climbed a tree, in order to see Jesus.

Back on the ground, Zacchaeus is inundated with negativity and grumbling, with distractions and distress. Maybe he deserves some of what is coming his way; he is a tax collector, after all. Still, it was easier up there in the tree, with no one to come between him and Jesus, their eyes meeting in empty air.

We tend to read this story as though the crowd intercedes for judgement; Zacchaeus pleads his case; Jesus decides; and everyone goes home for dinner. But the crowd is not muttering treesand grumbling to Jesus but at Zacchaeus. He is familiar with the charges and he is well-versed in his response, used to justifying his living. He appeals to the Law:  give to the poor, and repay with interest anyone one may have wronged. That, he claims, is the Zacchaeus way. Did you know that his name means “righteous”?

And Jesus addresses neither the grumbling nor the excuses. Jesus’ reply is oblique. He does not call Zacchaeus to repentance, nor does he commend him for his righteous dealings in his despised tax collecting office. He does not trouble himself to anger or to appease the crowd. He states, simply, that “this man, too, is a son of Abraham.” And he’s the one that Jesus just happened to see, sitting up a tree, waiting for Jesus to pass by. [1]

There is in the ancient world a tradition of tree-dwelling monastics, seeking Jesus from the confines of a hollow tree, or the branches of a tall one.

David the Dendrite (dendrite was the term used for these tree hermits) is the patron saint of Thessalonika. He spent three years living in an almond tree next to his monastic home, waiting upon guidance from God. After three years of exposure to the seasons, presumably some ridicule, and other hardships, he received a message from an angel that the time had come for him to leave his tree and return to his monastic cell. From there, he offered healing miracles and hope to those who visited him from the outside.

There are issues on the ground that are pressing. Jericho itself, the city of Zacchaeus, has been transformed from a centre for trade and abundance to a besieged settlement within the Palestinian territories of the new Israel. The issues on the ground, of political allegiance and occupation, have never been more real since the days of the Roman tax collectors and their collaborators. The city is a symptom of a broken world system debased by sin, and grounded by the weight of its own greed.

On the ground in Dakota, sacred sites, water sources are up for grabs, while the crowd grumbles.

On the ground in Calais, children are dispersed from the one safe zone they have known, while the crowd grumbles.

On the ground in Aleppo, what crowd is left to grumble about the walking wounded leavestaking over the town?

And we, on the ground grumbling, we are not innocent. We are complicit in the occupation of the lives of the poor, the disenfranchised, the unfortunate, the immigrant, the despised, no matter how many laws we cite to justify ourselves.

There is plenty of work, grumbling, and justifying to be done on the ground; but how do we get a clear view of what to do, how to help?

Jesus himself did not spend all of his time sitting down to dinner with sinners. He covered a lot of ground in his ministry, seeking and saving the lost. Still, there was that time, that moment when he and Zacchaeus connected through the tree tops, took a breath, sat down, and he said, “Today, salvation has come to this house.”altar

Salvation has come, not because a man climbed a tree, or obeyed the law, or because the crowd grumbled, but simply because this one, too, is a child of Abraham, and because Jesus came to seek and to save the lost. Salvation has come because Jesus has passed by this way, and left in his wake an evangelical tax collector, an astonished crowd. Salvation has been delivered in a moment of grace, an encounter with Jesus, even as he continues on his way toward Jerusalem, where he will be raised on the branches of another tree, on the hilltop, into the empty air.

There is always work to be done on the ground. There is Wisdom, too, in taking time out, in taking a vantage point, clear and unobstructed by distractions, from whence one can see the wood for the trees, hear the Word of God unfiltered by the grumblings of the crowd, the noise of life on the ground in a still sinful world. viewThere is grace in finding a place where salvation can find us; where salvation can be at home within us, and among us.

According to the experts, Dendrites tended to use their tree dwelling not as a long-term living situation, but as an introduction to their life of prayer; a discernment process. [3] In fact, when David the Dendrite died, he was back out in the world on a political mission on behalf of the people of Thessalonika, grumbling to the emperor.

The signs in the Metropark from MetroHealth suggest incorporating a daily activity of climbing the stairs into the treetops, for the health of our bodies and our lives. I am not necessarily advocating for climbing trees, unless that is safe for your body as well as your soul. But to find a space where there is nothing between you and the sight of Jesus but empty air – that is a space worth expending a little effort to find.

A daily practice of setting aside distractions and disturbances, a practice of placing ourselves in the plain sight of God, with nothing but empty air between us, so that Jesus can find us at home.

For the Dendrites, the tree dwellers who practice prayer in the empty air, their biographer Susan Harvey writes,[4]

Here … is our healing and our hope: salvation is a life we will live. And because we know this now in our limited, temporary, mortal body, we will know it there in a fullness that defies our rational understanding but brings to completion the nature of our embodiment. We will be at home, and we will know it.

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[1] For more, see David Lose, http://www.davidlose.net/2016/10/pen-24-c-reformation-the-unexpected-god/

[2] https://orthodoxwiki.org/David_of_Thessalonica

[3] “Whereas stylitism was often an enduring ascetic and public vocation, dendritism was typically the precursor to other forms of asceticism.” Kyle Smith, “DENDRITES AND OTHER STANDERS IN THE HISTORY OF THE EXPLOITS OF BISHOP PAUL OF QANETOS AND PRIEST JOHN OF EDESSA,” Hugoye: Journal of Syriac Studies, Vol. 12.1, 117-134 (© 2009 by Beth Mardutho: The Syriac Institute and Gorgias Press), 119

[4] Susan A. Harvey, “Embodiment in Time and Eternity:  A Syriac Perspective,” St. Vladimir’s Theological Quarterly 43(1999) 105-30.  Repr. Theology and Sexuality:  Classic and Contemporary Readings, ed. Eugene F. Rogers, Jr. (Oxford:  Blackwell Publishers, 2002), 3-22

 

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The view from the top

empty light shuffling

shadows fall out unseen if

you never look down

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Climbing the blessings tree

Habakkuk 1:1-4; 2:1-4, Psalm 119:137-144, or Isaiah 1:10-18, Psalm 32:1-8, 2 Thessalonians 1:1-4, 11-12, Luke 19:1-10

In this Sunday’s gospel, a long-ago tax collector reminds me of the days when our youngest child was small, but climbed higher than any of her siblings or their peers dared, frightening the living daylights out of her mother and other adults, leading the way beyond fear with her laughter.

Blessed are you, offspring of Abraham, children of the living God, for today salvation is within your sight.

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