Year A Proper 9: of fourth of July fireworks, parades and prophecies (and little donkeys)

When I was growing up, a trip to the seaside meant (if we were lucky and good) a ride on the beach donkeys.

These little donkeys plied their trade on every tourist beach in England. Usually, there would be about half a dozen of them, wearing colourful straw hats and blankets. They usually looked a bit grumpy. Their attendant traditionally was equally taciturn. For the equivalent of about a quarter, a child would be hoisted across a grumpy grey donkey and bounce across the sand and back for about five or ten minutes while their mother looked on in terror (our mother did not approve of the donkeys, but we loved them.)

This is the image that I have in my mind’s eye whenever I read this prophecy of Zechariah, whether on a summer’s weekend, or in the snow of early spring, on Palm Sunday: the slow, silent, long-suffering beach donkeys and their childish burdens. Not the noble, elegant humility of the silhouetted donkey on the Christmas cards; but a truly humble, humbled and humbling, scraggly, shabby, scruffy little donkey, beast of burden and the patient plaything of children.

According to Jesus scholars Marcus Borg and Dominic Crossan, on the day that we commemorate as Palm Sunday, two processions entered the city of Jerusalem.* Pilate’s people would converge on the city from their Roman garrison on the sea, a show of strength before the festival of the people, the Passover that represented to the people of Israel deliverance from the evil empire of Egypt; a dangerous proposition for the Roman occupiers. Pilate’s procession was a show of strength, of military might, and of the complete dominion of the Caesar, the son of the Roman gods.

On the other side of the city came the royal procession predicted by Zechariah, one in which the Son of the true God arrived at the seat and centre of his kingdom, humble and riding on a donkey. The use of the Zechariah prophecy makes the counterpoint even more clear: this king is not the one in pomp and splendour, nor is he seated on a war horse, because his purpose is not war but peace, and his strength comes from his humility, his closeness to the people, and, seated on a small donkey, his closeness to the ground. He has broken the bows of war, and retired the chariots of the empire. Instead of a Roman fortress on the sea, he sees peace extending from shore to shore; not the Pax Romana enforced by the sword, but the peace of God that passes all understanding.

It is not enough for the people of the Passover. They want a new set of plagues to destroy the Roman destroyers. They want a new Red Sea miracle to divide them from their oppressors. Instead, Jesus comes preaching peace, loving them, laying down his life for them. They don’t get how that is supposed to help them. But his procession is not a challenge to Pilate’s; that, in the circumstances, would be laughable and rather sad. It is, instead, an inversion of it; it makes a mockery of the Caesar’s claims to dominion.

Jesus said, “To what shall I compare this generation? It is like children sitting in the marketplace, saying, ‘We played weddings, and you wouldn’t dance; we played funerals, and you wouldn’t wail.’” This generation wants Jesus to dance to its tune, and he will not.

This generation, too; we would like to pull the strings, play the tune, and see Jesus dance to it. We saw it in the courts this week; whatever else you think of the so-called Hobby Lobby decision, the appeal to religious freedom to decide what is or is not contraception, let alone what is or is not healthcare, is surely symptomatic of that tug-of-war, that push and pull over whose god rules, and which tune God dances to.

We saw this week the limits of our recognition of the Passover of others; the Red Sea miracle that delivered a child to its Promised Land looks to another like an unmitigated crime. I can’t imagine bellowing at a busload of children, “No one wants you here,” as we saw on the news from Murrietta; but we are all guilty of blinkered vision, and selective hearing; hearing only the tune that we play, that we think all must dance to.

We still struggle with the idea that loving God, loving Jesus, means loving all of our neighbours, unconditionally. Even after all those Palm Sundays followed by Good Fridays, we struggle with the idea that humility is stronger than oppression. It doesn’t sit comfortably with us. Perhaps we just aren’t ready for it yet.

On this past Friday evening, like many others, like many of you, I went out to watch the fireworks. In the explosions that reverberated in my ribs, that knocked holes in my stomach,

I heard the shells that I had heard falling over Galilee, quarter of a century ago, night after night, from my bed in a kibbutz just south of the Lebanese border. The same gunpowder blast that propelled missiles into the night sky, to explode just far enough from our camp to lull us to sleep. It’s amazing what you can become used to; after a couple of weeks, there was one silent night in which no shells fell, and no one could sleep without them. We had become conditioned to expect the sounds of war; peace undermined our equilibrium and disturbed our sense of normality.

On Friday night, I wondered, watching the red, white and blue afterimages sparkle over the Great Lake, what it would signify if we had invented gunpowder only for this, to create beauty, and not death; to inspire, instead of to exterminate. What if in centuries to come this were to be the only use left for it, to invite the celebration of our liberty together, instead of an unequal freedom; our joy in one another and the lands in which we live; a mutual joy instead of an instinctive mistrust?

What if the only parades left in town were attended by children on bedraggled beach donkeys, laughing and waving palm branches, dancing to merry tune, instead of war horses and worse, and the funereal sound of the gun salute was no longer needed, the bows of war having been long since broken? We can’t even imagine it, can we?

The future into which the prophet invites us is not a brighter, more triumphant version of the way that we live now. It is not a romance, but a real revolution. It is not a future in which we win. It is a future in which we do not even have to fight.

Oh, but it is so hard to give in to humility! It is the wisdom of fools and of children, and we are so wise. Lay down your burdens, receive my rest, says Jesus, but it is so hard to give up the fight to be right.

But when we come to the table, we receive the body and blood of a king who gave his life for his people. And we receive the humble offering of a humble peasant who died a criminal, oppressed by foreign powers, betrayed by his own, beloved only of a few, most of whom thought that he must have got it wrong, somehow, somewhere along the line.

Yet wisdom is vindicated by her deeds.

So rejoice greatly, and shout aloud. Your king comes to you; so triumphant and victorious is he, that he rides humbly on a donkey, and on a colt, on the children’s donkey.

 

*Marcus J. Borg and John Dominic Crossan, The Last Week: What the Gospels Really Teach About Jesus’s Final Days in Jerusalem (HarperOne, 2006), chapter 1, “Palm Sunday”

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Year A Proper 9: Little Donkey

When I was growing up, a trip to the seaside meant buckets and spades, sandcastles in the sand, fishing nets, for catching shrimps in the rockpools, ice cream, and late in the afternoon, before loading up the car for home, if we were very good and our mother was in a particularly relaxed mood after all of the sun and salty goodness, a ride on the beach donkeys.

The little donkeys – some young, some old but small – plied their trade on every tourist beach in England. Usually, there would be about half a dozen of them, wearing colourful straw hats and blankets. They usually looked a bit grumpy – think Eeyore, the chronically depressive donkey from Winnie the Pooh. Their attendant was equally taciturn; he would be a man of indeterminate age and few words, with a look of the Roma Gipsy. For the equivalent of about a quarter, a child would be hoisted across a grumpy grey donkey and bounce across the sand and back for about five or ten minutes while their mother looked on in terror (our mother did not approve of the donkeys, but we loved them.)

This is the image that I have in my mind’s eye whenever I read this prophecy of Zechariah, whether here on a summer’s weekend, or in the snow of early spring, on Palm Sunday: the slow, silent, long-suffering beach donkeys and their childish burdens. Not the noble, elegant humility of the silhouetted donkey on the Christmas cards; but a truly humble, humbled and humbling, scraggly, shabby, scruffy little donkey, beast of burden and the plaything of children.

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Independence Day

It feels like a good day to be contemplating Sunday’s sermon.

Rejoice greatly, O daughter Zion! Shout aloud, O daughter Jerusalem! Lo, your king comes to you; triumphant and victorious is he, humble and riding on a donkey, on a colt, the foal of a donkey.
He will cut off the chariot from Ephraim and the war horse from Jerusalem; and the battle bow shall be cut off, and he shall command peace to the nations; his dominion shall be from sea to sea, and from the River to the ends of the earth. (Zechariah 9:9-12)

We will have no more of kings.
Except, perhaps, for one such as this,
who enters not on a horse dressed for battle
but on a colt, the child of a donkey.

No twenty-one gun salute for him,
since he has broken the bows of war.
Their caterpillar tires he has
morphed into moths; their tridents

he has given to the children
of Neptune as a plaything; he has
loosened the wheels of the barreling chariots;
they shall not pursue him across the sand

as he gazes into the horizon.
The waves bow down in peace.
We will have no more of kings
except for this.

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Things I can’t imagine doing this week

Going out for a beer with a corporation.
Telling a woman that her choice of contraception is against my religion.
Bellowing “no one wants you” to a bus load of children.
Carrying an assault rifle into a department store.
Carrying an assault rifle.
Claiming that my discrimination of choice is enshrined in Christian tradition.
Rewriting the great commandments to read, “Love God, guns, and big business as yourself (never mind the neighbours)”

To what shall I compare this generation?

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Paying the piper

But to what shall I compare this generation? It is like children sitting in the market places and calling to their playmates,
‘We piped to you, and you did not dance;
we wailed, and you did not mourn.’
…Yet wisdom is justified by her deeds.

I stretch my skin across the rocks,
lay out my hair in waves,
torn and tangled by the wind;
I prepare my sweetest siren song,
cast its melody toward you,
yet all unmoved, you sail on.
I fall into your nets, break through
and sink, turning in the waters
churning beneath the dark earth,
but you do not seek me, diving down,
but turn again to the shore,
the safety of solid ground.
You who sang creation into being,
why will you not dance to my tune?

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Year A Proper 8: Good news and free gifts

I doubt that there is anyone in this room who has never had pressed into their hand, or encountered on the back of a public convenience door, or otherwise been accosted by a photocopied pamphlet containing, among other words, this verse from Romans:

“For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.”

In fact, there may be those among us who have distributed such literature, in the name of spreading the Gospel, winning souls for Jesus, saving the world.

But, newsflash: we don’t save the world. God has created the world, God sustains the world, God continually redeems the world from its own sinfulness and mess, consistently, throughout all generations, reaching out to souls in love and calling them back to relationship with the living and loving God. For Christians, the ultimate revelation of that love is the life of Jesus Christ; a life that goes even beyond death. This is the free gift of God: eternal life; life lived in the knowledge and love of God, the eternal One in whom we live and move and have our being.

We talked a couple of weeks ago about that verse in John in which Jesus himself defines, or at least explains, eternal life as the knowledge of God, the only true God, who sent Jesus to bring us to God’s own self.

This is the good news, that we have already been offered, been given: eternal life. It is a gift of God.

 

 

The problem I have with the photocopied tracts and such is that they take this verse out of the context of grace, and they make of this free gift a limited offer, free except for the postage and the packaging. We know that gifts with strings attached, gifts that require a deposit, gifts that ask for a credit card up front are not truly free. So the promise of this verse rings untrue when it is coupled with a demand, or a command, or a threat.

Presented by itself, out of context, the verse becomes a cudgel: this free gift of eternal life can be yours, but if you won’t accept it (on the terms laid out in this handy pamphlet), you can have eternal death instead.

It’s as though someone walks in with a loaded gun and says, “Good news! If you do what I say, I will not kill you!” The goodness of the news is somewhat limited and frustrated by the threat that brings it.

The promise of this verse rings untrue when it is coupled with threats of hell or damnation; a gift that threatens is not free.

It makes me sad to see the Gospel of grace transformed into a tool of repression, oppression, fear. That is not what eternal life is supposed to look like, is it?

So if the problem is taking the verse out of context, how about we re-contextualize it a bit?

Paul is writing a letter to believers, to Christians. He is not out to convert them – that work has already been done, by the grace of God – but to talk to them about what the implications are for their lives as Christians of that grace, that forgiveness. He wants to tell them what eternal life looks like.

 

 

Previously, he says, you were bound by sin; you were bound to sin. Now that you know grace, you are bound to graciousness; you who are forgiven are bound to forgiveness; you who are redeemed into righteousness are bound to live righteously.

It is an appeal based not on fear but on love, and on the Gospel good news that life is good, and a good life is worth living; that life is of God, and that God lives it with us.

I am feeling the breath of Jeremiah on my neck at this point. He insists that the way forward is not peaceful, that salvation does not come easily to God’s people. Hananiah is a prophet of false peace; Jeremiah will believe his peace when he sees it. Of course, as events unfold, Jeremiah is proved right, and the people of God are not soon delivered from their Babylonian overlords.

But God has not abandoned the people. God’s prophets continue to speak to them the words of God. God will, in time, bring them home.

There are many ways to live a living death instead of an eternal life. Such a life is the result of sin, of deliberate ignorance of God’s love for us, of deliberate unlove for one another, a blithe brushing away of God’s prophetic call on our lives. Such are the wages of sin: a living death, a life unlived.

The work of the prophet, then, is not to say, “Pray these words, and all will be well.” Rather, it is to listen to the God in whom we live and move and have our being. We who know God in Jesus Christ are called to walk in the light, to proclaim good news to the poor, freedom to the captive, health to the hungry; to recognize the call of eternal life within the everyday lives of ourselves and those around us. It is not easy, because eternal life is not an alternative to mortal life, but one is lived within the other.

But Jesus has already made quite plain the righteousness to which we are called, and it is simply this: to love God, and to love our neighbours as ourselves.

It might start quietly. It might start even in silence, with a smile to someone who needs it, a fellow child of God recognized out of context. It might grow into a vocal acknowledgement of the needs of another, or the offering of a free gift of love. It might crescendo into a movement, a momentum that moves towards the recognition, finally, of Christ in all people, of the dignity of every human being.

It may begin with a gentle reminder that the free gift of God’s grace is freely given by God, has already been poured out over the whole world; that it is no one’s to hoard or to hold back or to ration. I was heartened to see how many local churches took part in yesterday’s Cleveland Pride parade and festival. I hope that we can continue to share grace more widely than condemnation as a Christian community, in all contexts, to all comers.

There are many places to begin, and you know best where God is calling you to make a start, to make a stand for the Gospel. Make no mistake: the road of the prophet is not smooth, nor is it paved with gold. But it is a life lived in congruence with eternity; and that is its own reward, and we are promised many more.

This I do believe and hold to be true: that the Gospel is not a threat, but a promise.

 

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Baggage

You can see him from afar,
made taller by the child
on his shoulders, a smaller version
of himself; another in a carrier
on his back looks like
a wizened old man.

Little dogs gambol about his feet,
with every step threatening to
take him down and bury him in
a flurry of fur and teeth.

Closer, you can see the trolley he
pushes before him,
heavy in the sand;
his grandmother sitting proud,
jabbing with her knitting
needles, punctuating his life.

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Year A Proper 8: Whoever welcomes you

Whoever welcomes you welcomes me; whoever welcomes me welcomes the one who sent me (Matthew 10:40).

When my parents took me home, they invited into their family a whole other set of DNA, a whole other history, a whole other family. I am not sure they saw it that way.

When I met my birth mother, it was not as the baby that she had known, but as a mother myself; I brought her grandchildren, with more on the way; a whole other family.

The first time that my parents and my mother met, they brought her a photo album, with pictures from the first time they met me, five weeks or so after she last saw me, up to my wedding, a few years before we were reunited – it was very sweet, and vaguely threatening, although meant innocently.

None of us arrives alone. Our ghosts and our guides shadow us and blur the shades that our own bodies cast; they tremble at the edges, undefined.

I once was called upon to claim the body of a woman I barely knew. Her family left her to me; but they came to her funeral. They came, they said, to honour her mother. Whoever welcomes me welcomes the one beyond me, behind me, before me.

We all come with cases full of bodies trailing behind us, carried on our shoulders, some pushed ahead of us like a supermarket grocery cart, all angles and sharp edges, crashing into those who meet us without warning around a blind corner.

None of us arrives alone.

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Zechariah and the newborn

Today is the Feast of the Nativity of John the Baptist. According to the Gospel of Luke, when Gabriel (an archangel) announced to John’s father that his wife would conceive, Zechariah was doubtful, and Gabriel, as a sign that this was indeed the truth, banned Zechariah from speaking any words, true or false, until the child was born. On the day of his birth, however, Zechariah was still mute. His tongue will be released on the eighth day, when he names his son, John.

Gradually, he had fallen

silent, as though retreating

from his own voice; his

mumbles and his wordless out-

bursts strewn across the floor

as he backed away, shuffling,

an old man who had

forgotten how to speak.

 

When he saw his son, he

opened his cracked lips,

flailed his tongue wildly,

choking on his rusty breath;

a catch, a swallow then he wailed

like an infant bellowing at

the sheer effrontery of birth;

the audacity of life.

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Year A Proper 7: fear, scams and sparrows

First, a little bit of context. This gospel starts in the middle of Jesus’ instructions to his disciples as they are getting ready to go out into the world on their own for the first time as his emissaries, his missionaries; fishing for men for the first time without a safety net.

Jesus tells them, “Go to the lost sheep of Israel. And preach as you go, saying, ‘The kingdom of heaven in at hand.’ Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse lepers, cast out demons… Behold I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves; so be as wise as serpents and innocent as doves. Beware of men; for they will deliver you up to councils and flog you in their synagogues… When they persecute you in one town, flee to the next.”

This is the backdrop to Jesus’ words of “comfort,” or of caution: “Do not fear.”

Fear prevents us from living our lives as we would want, as God knows we are able, as Jesus commands.

This is something of a confession, and something of an illustration: the other day, I came home to find two successive calls on my answer machine, both claiming to be from the IRS and telling me that I must return the calls the second I received them or “legal allegations” would follow. “Take care and have a nice day,” concluded the first one.

I wasn’t born yesterday, so I didn’t call them back. The next day, I was sitting at my desk early in the morning when the phone rang. I grabbed it on the first ring. It was my would-be IRS agent calling back. I invited the IRS to put any questions it had for me in writing and ended the call. When I hung up the phone, it just kept ringing. I picked it back up. My caller said, angrily, “You have to hear me out.” No, I said calmly, I actually don’t. “Then I have no choice but to report you to the sheriff and have you arrested.” Ok, that’s fine, I replied. Have a nice day.

There were a few things going on here. First of all, I was in the middle of writing the day’s Bible Challenge blog post. I was writing about corporal punishment; we’d reached the “spare the rod, spoil the child” verse in the book of Proverbs. Of course, corporal punishment is a highly emotionally charged subject for many of us, and I am by no means the exception. Laden as it is with threat, with false authority, with issues of guilt and control, it was the perfect preparation for a stranger threatening legal and punitive action to sow seeds of fear. And my children were sleeping. I grabbed the phone on the first ring, to protect them from rude awakening. Another kind of fear.

I have a policy of treating all callers with respect and at least basic manners, but it was only an hour or so later, after researching the scam and posting a warning on our parish facebook page, that I was able to recall myself sufficiently to remember what Jesus said about praying for our persecutors; and I bethought myself to remember that I had no idea how this person came to be in the situation of calling me this way, what pressures he was under to sustain a life or a family, how he might be exploited, or misled. Only then was I able to take one step beyond the normal social contract of good manners and add to my own concerns a prayer for him.

A couple of hours after that, I remembered that I am a priest. I should, I thought, given that this man is endangering his soul and spirit with this soul-destroying, lying, cheating, threatening kind of work; I should have offered him prayer there and then. I should have offered to hear his confession, if I were a real priest.

See how fear holds us back, held me back, in the first instance by confusing my blood and my brain and walling me away from compassion in the name of self-protection; and then, after the threat is over and rationality returns, even after the turn to prayer and compassion, the fear came back from a whole new direction, from the inside: if I were a real priest, I would have offered him reconciliation.

No wonder Jesus tells his disciples not to be afraid. He certainly doesn’t say that there is nothing for them to fear: on the contrary, they are to expect trouble, to be called after Beelzebul, to be driven out of town and derided. But he urges them not to act out of their fear, but to step beyond it, because only then will they be able to do the work that he has given them to do: to heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse lepers, cast out demons. Left in our fear, we would be too scared even to try. Left in my fear, apparently, I can’t even bring the gospel to a phone conversation with a remote stranger who is no real threat to me at all.

I’ve been obsessing about sparrows a little bit this week, ever since reading that I am of more value than many sparrows. I like sparrows; I wonder how many of them I am worth.

The thing I like about sparrows is that they are small and fairly nondescript, yet everyone knows them. They get everywhere and into everything; they seem not imprudent but quite fearless. They enjoy sharing the food of others.

Jesus says, “Fear not, therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.”

We cannot work effectively as disciples, proclaiming from the housetops the kingdom of heaven, healing the sick, casting out demons, welcoming the leper back into community, proclaiming release to the captive, as long as we are shackled by fear. But scripture tells us, “Perfect love casts out fear;” and God loves us perfectly. God has numbered each of the hairs on our heads. What have we to fear?

Jesus never promises his disciples a rose garden. He is honest about the risks as well as the rewards of discipleship. One of the benefits of knowing ahead of time that there will be trouble is that it removes the fear of the unknown: we know that the cross will come, so we need not be afraid that it will take us unawares. Instead, we can focus on the love that God has for us, that will sustain us and see us through; love that survived even the grave; love that is not diminished by our fear nor even by our sinfulness, but which abounds in grace and forgiveness.

We in the church have a lot in common with the sparrows. We feel, on our own, to be a little small and nondescript, hardly the ones to be raising the dead and so forth. Sometimes people feed us; sometimes they call us names. Yet we have the capacity to be fearless, because we know that God is with us, that God loves us, that God wants us to succeed in spreading the gospel.

Here’s something I learned about sparrows this week: “In Australia they’ve learned to open automatic doors. Some hover in front of the electric eye until the door opens. Others, mostly females, sit atop the electric eye and lean over until they trip the sensor.” (Blue, 147)

Sparrows have found new ways into new opportunities to spread their sparrowy, chirping gospel. And you are worth more than many sparrows.

Next time you are presented with an opportunity to proclaim from the rooftops what we whisper to one another here at church: that God loves each hair on your head, no exceptions; and your heart begins to race with fear, remember the sparrow, with its fast little birdbeat, its quick breath, its cunning and its commonality, and remember that you are of more value than many sparrows, and fear not.

 

Debbie Blue, Consider the Birds: A Provocative Guide to Birds of the Bible (Abingdon Press, 2013)

 

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