Friday, December 9th: Listen …

The pied piper leads a merry dance,
compelling gaity and painted smiles;
canned laughter pops open like beer,
frothing over the dancing throng.
Weaving through the sombre parade,
out of key and out of place,
piercing tunes enough to wake the dead,
shopping mall muzak in the funeral chapel:
We played the flute for you, but you did not dance;
we wailed, but you did not mourn.
Still you don’t get it.
Turn down the dial and listen …

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Thursday, December 8th: God’s Christmas Shopping List

Alright, so that’s tongue-in-cheek. God doesn’t need to buy gifts – God is the gift! Still, in today’s reading from Isaiah, God makes some promises:

When the poor and needy seek water,
   and there is none,
   and their tongue is parched with thirst,
I the Lord will answer them,
   I the God of Israel will not forsake them. 
I will open rivers on the bare heights,*
   and fountains in the midst of the valleys;
I will make the wilderness a pool of water,
   and the dry land springs of water.

We are not God, who created out of the deep and put the waters in their place, to call forth at will. But we can help. Here’s a Christmas shopping idea from Episcopal Relief and Development:

http://www.er-d.org/GiftsForLife/4/65/

GIFTS TO SURVIVE. While considerable progress has been made to improve access to clean drinking water, many rural communities throughout the developing world are still without this critical resource. Many also lack access to adequate sanitation facilities and proper hygiene practices, which may contaminate the sources of water and impact public health. These gifts provide those in need with life’s necessities and critical care services that are essential to the growth and health of communities worldwide.

Check it out!

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Wednesday, December 7th: Ambrose of Milan

The story is told that Ambrose, a father’s-footsteps-following Governor in northern Italy, was summoned to address the people of Milan as their crowd threatened to become a mob, and their election a melee. The former bishop of Milan had died, and the Christians responsible for choosing his successor were factionalized between Athanasians and Arians: those who believed the Son of God to be coeternal with the Father, and those who believed him to be the Second Person of the Trinity in time and essence, not only in name. If that seems a little esoteric a thing to be rioting over, well, I am not sure we are always in a position to say so.

Anyway, public order was in disarray, the elections were getting out of hand, the city officials were worried, and the Governor was called in to calm things down. As he appealed for calm, for orderly behaviour and Christian unity, a voice called out from the crowd. An infant’s voice, if some legends are to be believed.

“Ambrose! Bishop!”

The cry was taken up by the crowd and the people were finally united in voice and will, chanting, “Ambrose! Bishop!”, until the Governor acquiesced and agreed to stand down from his political post and take the bishop’s seat for the good of the public order, the people of God and Christian unity and orthodoxy…

To be continued. At 6 o’clock Evensong at Trinity Cathedral in downtown Cleveland, to be more specific. Come join the crowd!

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Tuesday, December 6th: Nicholas, Bishop of Myra

A useful online resource for brief biographies of saints and their celebrations, James Kiefer’s page (which I found at www.satucket.com/lectionary/Nicholas) is unusually perky today. It is entitled,

NICHOLAS OF MYRA: FRIEND OF CHILDREN, GIVER OF GIFTS, CLIMBER OF CHIMNEYS, ETC. (6 DEC 326)

Kiefer repeats the old legend wherein the generous bishop anonymously donates three bags of gold to furnish dowries for the three daughters of an impoverished father, allowing for their secure futures. In the middle-eastern story, he threw them through the window; in the later, European versions that I heard growing up, the girls’ stockings were hung to dry over the fireplace, or their shoes set in front, and they were found filled the next morning, as though someone had come down the chimney in the night (hence the customs both of hanging stockings and of filling them with chocolate coins wrapped in gold foil). Saint Nicholas, or Santa Claus, therefore came to be held responsible for unexpected and anonymous gifts, and a tradition of giving gifts on his feast day (or the night before) grew up.

Somewhere along the line, between the St Nicholas gifts in early December, and the gifts of the magi at the manger in early January, the traditions conflated into the gift-giving tradition of the Feast of the Nativity, and morphed into the Santa phenomenon of Christmas, at least where I live (although some communities have preserved the older traditions more faithfully).

Kiefer suggests the St Nicholas story as a way of inviting children into the fun of secret generosity without creating a deceptive myth, allowing them to give gifts of their own in Santa’s name, and to understand that a gift they receive from Santa is simply a secret gesture of generosity from someone who loves them.

Today’s readings focus the mind on three aspects of the St Nicholas story:

  • kindness to those who need it, especially through their poverty (Proverbs);
  • love (1 John);
  • and the embrace of the young, the children (Mark).

There may be no chimneys involved, but to my mind, St Nicholas’ story is a sweet reminder of the Christian spirit of Christmas: the gift of a new way of life from an unseen and unknown Giver who has seen our need and loves us by fulfilling it. It’s no secret that that’s a story worth sharing.

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Monday, 5th December: Monday Miracles

They are remarkable readings, today’s Eucharistic set.

The Psalm describes how “Steadfast love and faithfulness will meet; righteousness and peace will kiss each other. Faithfulness will spring up from the ground, and righteousness will look down from the sky.”

Isaiah looks forward to a time when “the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the deaf unstopped; then the lame shall leap like a deer, and the tongue of the speechless sing for joy. For waters shall break forth in the wilderness, and streams in the desert; the burning sand shall become a pool, and the thirsty ground springs of water; the haunt of jackals shall become a swamp, the grass shall become reeds and rushes … everlasting joy shall be upon their heads; they shall obtain joy and gladness, and sorrow and sighing shall flee away.”

And at the end of the Gospel reading, after a fabulous tale of faith, friendship, forgiveness, feistiness and healing, those who have seen Jesus at work exclaim (to paraphrase), “Wow, that was awesome! Did you see that? Did you ever see anything like that?”

It is, after all, the season to look for, to wait upon, to expect miracles.

 

Psalm 85:8-13; Isaiah 35:1-10; Luke 5:17-26

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Sunday, 4th December: 2nd Advent

Wild honey is easy. At least, easy to imagine eating. The details of foraging for it might entail a little more stinging than one might prefer in food preparation. But locusts; well, in our western culture and civilized suburbs, locusts sound a little out there.

I have lived in a city where the local candy store sold dried, seasoned locusts and grasshoppers like, um, candy. They tasted pretty good (they tended to be savoury rather than sweet, but they would have been just as good preserved in honey). Usually, though, I prefer not to eat or think about eating insects.

My husband used to travel a great deal for his job, and he learned from long experience never to ask what the food in front of him was if he couldn’t readily identify it. It saved a lot of bad table manners, bad grace and bad feeling (social and physical) if he just didn’t care to know what it was, beyond “food”.

Food habits are a cultural definer. I miss Twiglets. Marmite’s too expensive over here. American friends who have visited Britain have their own pet peeves. The smell of a new neighbour’s different cuisine is the subject of comments and whispered complaints. An invitation to dinner in an unfamiliar place can cause great anxiety. Inviting someone of an unfamiliar religion to one’s own family dinner is an undertaking fraught with sensitivities, real and imagined. It is understood that food is a pathway to sharing, to trust and friendship; it can also divide, sow mistrust, disgust and give great offence.

Why does the evangelist describe what John the Baptist eats? We imagine already this wild-eyed man in weird, inadequate clothing shouting his prophetic message crazily to all who pass by. We relate him to the man on the street corner, the homeless guy, the suit on a campsite, the tattoos in church, the piercings and hair dye in a fine dining establishment. We get it: he stands out. We get it: people who stand out, who are loudly and proudly different from us crowded sheep, who make us uncomfortable, sometimes have something to teach us, to tell us, that we need to hear. Sometimes they bring us good news. Sometimes they herald God.

We get it. So we make the effort to suspend judgment, to listen politely, not to stare but to make civil eye contact.

Okay, says the evangelist (maybe not to his contemporary readers, but it works for a lot of us): Okay, good for you. You’re doing great. Now, I dare you, go a step further. Listen not only to what he’s shouting, but to what he’s murmuring. Take the time to ask the questions that silently barricade his message out of your heart. Break down a few more barriers, now you’ve come this far. Know anything about his family? You should. You should get to know more. I dare you: have dinner with him.

Bonus (because it’s Sunday) recipe: Stir-fried locusts!http://uktv.co.uk/food/recipe/aid/586703

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Saturday, December 3rd: Harassed and helpless

From today’s Eucharistic lectionary:

“When he saw the crowds, he had compassion for them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd.” (Matthew 9:36)

What images does this conjure up for you?

Christmas shoppers?

Pepper-sprayed protesters?

Cardboard cities?

Huddled masses at refugee camps, disputed borders?

Those clamouring for adequate health care?

Peer-pressured youths at a holiday party?

Jesus has been travelling the towns and the cities, teaching in synagogues, proclaiming the good news of the kingdom, healing every sickness and disease. This outburst, in the midst of his activity, follows a slew of healing encounters, a smorgasbord of need. It is enough, perhaps, to leave even Jesus feeling harassed and helpless.

“The harvest is plentiful, but the labourers are few,” he tells his disciples; “therefore ask the Lord of the harvest to send out labourers into his harvest.” (Matthew 9:37-38)

Jesus, surrounded by need, harassed helpless need, tells his disciples to pray that God will send help. Then he answers their prayers by sending them out themselves, to proclaim the good news, to heal the sick, raise the dead and cast out demons! (Matthew 10:7-8)

Jesus was moved with compassion by the extent of harassed helplessness he saw around him. Perhaps you know the feeling. It can be overwhelming. But instead of succumbing to hopeless resignation, Jesus prayed, and he recruited help.

Today, I am praying that God will guide my compassion to those areas of need where I am able to recruit help, to receive the power of the Spirit to do remarkable things. I know that, with God, all things are possible. And I know that when I feel harassed, I am never without a shepherd; when I feel helpless, God has gone before and recruited the help of the disciples, my friends in Christ, so that together we can proclaim good news.

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Friday, December 2nd: an end to grumbling

First Friday in Advent: Psalm 27, Isaiah 29:17-24, Matthew 9:27-31

I enjoy a good grumble. It’s no secret that complaining can be cathartic, especially when it is done loudly, exaggeratedly, ridiculously. It can also be habit-forming, though. Even the Psalmist, known for his life of praise, in another breath mutters, “Evening and morning and at noon I utter my complaint and moan” (Psalm 55:17). A good-natured grumble can raise a smile, but habitual grumpiness is not so attractive.

God knows our ways, and God love us anyway, and is prepared to heal us. I don’t suppose Jesus had much hope of obedience from the men that he healed of blindness in today’s Gospel reading, that they would really keep quiet about such an astonishing event. After all, they were going to have to give some account to their neighbours of their miraculous healing!

And God knows that sometimes we receive instruction, our consciences tell us the right thing to do, and it’s not really what we would like. Whether it’s going out of our way, making ourselves late or forgoing our morning coffee to lend a hand where it’s needed; whether it’s breaking a bad habit that’s bad for our health or our relationships (grumbling included); sometimes we would rather rumble off in the opposite direction.

God persists: all our grumbling will not let us avoid God in the end. So I smiled a little wryly when I read the end of Isaiah’s words of prophecy to us this morning.

“And those who err in spirit will come to understanding, and those who grumble will accept instruction.”

There’s hope for us grumblers yet!

In this season of Advent, part of my grumbling has to do with “the Martha syndrome” (Luke 10:38-42) – too many distractions, too much to do; even when the goal is worthy, to make perfect our welcome for the King of kings at his Advent, the preparations can overshadow the fact that he is already here among us, waiting for our attention, our listening ears, our welcoming hearts.

Beginning this evening at 5, I invite you to a Sabbath hour (if you are in the area of St Andrew’s, Elyria, in body; otherwise, in spirit); time set aside to be knowingly in the presence of the living God; to wait patiently upon the coming of Christ; to set aside our many distractions (and grumblings) and rest. “O God, you will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are fixed on you; for in returning and rest we shall be saved; in quietness and trust shall be our strength.” Isaiah 26:3; 30:15; BCP 136

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Thursday, December 1st: St Andrew (day 3) and World AIDS Day

This is the second part of a homily delivered at Trinity Cathedral, Cleveland, Ohio at Evensong on Wednesday, December 1st 2010. The service commemorated both St Andrew (30th November) and World AIDS Day (1st December). You may look back to yesterday’s post for the first part of the homily.

Today, as well as celebrating the example of St Andrew, we commemorate World AIDS Day. I wonder what Andrew has to teach us about our commitment to pursuing a cure, a prophylactic, a remedy for the HIV/AIDS pandemic. It is a disease which affects a multitude of people the size and number of which I doubt our biblical writers could even have imagined. Children are being orphaned, and babies are being born already affected by the virus. This hungry hillside crowd stretches across the world, and no one need go up to the heavens to see it, or cross the sea; there are too many people in our own communities whose immune systems are compromised by this infection, who live with spouses or parents or children whose lives will be shortened by disease. There are too many who mourn. And there are too many who live with the added burden of necessary secrecy, in a society which stigmatizes people for having the wrong sort of viral infection.

The problem may seem too big. The virus may seem to have gotten away from us, to have taken too strong a hold for us to wrestle, but [what about this news (from 2011’s letter from the joint Presiding Bishops of ECUSA and ELCA):

Our global community has made significant advancements in tackling this pandemic. Investments in medicine and prevention education have halted transmission in communities around the world. Infection rates continue to decline. The number of people receiving antiretroviral treatment is increasing—by a factor of 13, just from 2004 to 2009—allowing tens of millions of HIV-positive people to lead  healthy lives. Hundreds of thousands of babies are prevented from being born with HIV and a comparable number orphaned from the virus receive food, education and assistance from churches and aid workers. ]*

There is hope; and if we learn one thing from Andrew’s relationship with the word of hope, the Word of God, it is that an apostolic church is called to spread hope. An apostolic church is called to spread the gospel to everyone, young, old, Jew, Greek, HIV positive or status unknown, that the promise of God to stand by God’s people, God’s word to the world is very near to us.

And as followers of Jesus we, like Andrew, are called to welcome and encourage and support the efforts of those who are called to alleviate hunger, distress, poverty and sickness. As he welcomed the small child with his little piece of food, and enabled a miracle, so we can empower the efforts of those who have something to offer to the effort to fight this disease. As Andrew, by his faith in Jesus’ power, helped a little child to offer food for a multitude, we can help to enable the researchers, the scientists, the doctors and health practitioners, by the grace of God and the wisdom of God’s Spirit, to do something wonderful in the world.

Even as we weep with those who mourn; even as we hold the hands of those who are sick or bereaved; or seethe silently with those who live with a secret in their blood, it is the calling of an apostle, of Andrew, of us, to lift up the hope of God’s promise to God’s world.

The word is very near to you. God is with you.

My friends, may your feet be beautiful as they carry the good news of God to the ends of the earth. May you, with Andrew, proclaim the coming of the Christ, the day of the Lord when the blind receive their sight, when those who were lame walk freely, when the leper is cleansed and reconciled, and good news is preached to the poor; and may each of us take every opportunity we see to bring about the hope that we proclaim. Amen.

*http://www.episcopalchurch.org/newsline_130612_ENG_HTM.htm

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Wednesday, November 30th: St Andrew the Apostle (day 2)

This is part of a homily delivered at Trinity Cathedral, Cleveland, Ohio at Evensong on Wednesday, December 1st 2010. The service commemorated both St Andrew (30th November) and World AIDS Day (1st December). The second part will follow tomorrow. The readings for St Andrew’s feast day are Deuteronomy 30:11-14; Romans 10:8b-18; Matthew 4:18-22.

The word is very near to you. I have a book by that title at home, by Martin Smith. It’s about praying with the Bible, letting the Scriptures inhabit your soul and heart and mind and lead your imagination to God.

The word is very near to you.

When Moses said this to his people, he spoke of the commandments which God had given to them. He spoke of the promises and responsibilities which God had given to them. He was speaking of God’s covenant with the people of the Exodus, a covenant to be their God, to be with them through disobedience and exile and restoration and salvation. The word of God was the word that God gave, as in “I give you my word.” God is never far from God’s people. God reaches into their hearts and minds, God places God’s name on their lips, and turns their imagination toward the source of all being and living.

The word is very near to you.

For Paul, the word of God is the word of the gospel, the newly heard good news of God’s covenant with all of God’s people. It is a word which can be heard throughout the nations, a word which excludes no one and which applies to everyone. No one needs to go up into heaven to find this word, Paul tells his audience, because Christ has come down from heaven and lived among us – the word, indeed, is very near – and has been raised from the dead by God’s gracious action. Jesus is Lord, and we know by this that God has begun the promised restoration of God’s people to life and light. We are saved.

The word which Andrew heard, according to Matthew’s gospel, was “Follow me, and I will make you fish for people.” And the word which Andrew spoke was, “Yes.” He didn’t ask, as I might have been inclined to, “What are you talking about? Who are you anyway?” No, Andrew recognized the word that had come near to him as the Incarnate Word of God, and he answered affirmatively and enthusiastically.

In John’s gospel, the story of Andrew’s call is told a little differently. He is still one of two men who hear Jesus come near to them, but it is he who then runs to tells his brother, Simon, “We have found the Messiah!” Without hesitation, Andrew not only hears but begins to spread the word, the good news of God’s gracious action in the world through Christ Jesus. Later in John’s gospel, some Greeks approach Philip and ask to see Jesus, and Philip goes to consult Andrew, and Andrew says, “Yes!” and goes to Jesus on behalf of the men. Once again, he has no hesitation spreading the gospel to all and sundry; like Paul, he makes no distinction between Jew and Greek; he knows that Jesus has come to all of creation. And when the crowd was hungry, and a small boy offered the meager supply of food that he had to share among the people, it was Andrew who said, “Yes, of course you can help,” and brought that little one to Jesus, full of faith and in trembling hope that between them the multitude could be fed.

The word was very near to Andrew, and his ministry was to bring the word to anyone he encountered, and to bring anyone he encountered into the presence of the Word of God made flesh, Jesus Christ, whether they be a brother or a stranger, a Jew or a Greek, a scholar or a small child.

Thinking about St Andrew this week, it was the story of his encounter with the small child that kept tripping up my imagination.

If I use the techniques set out by Martin Smith in his book, The Word is Very Near to You, I will imagine myself into the scene, onto that hillside in ancient Palestine, overlooking the town of Tiberias. I hitchhiked there once – that’s a whole other story – but it means that I have an image in my head of the lake there, of the rise of ground where the crowd might have gathered to sit and hear Jesus. I imagine the swell of people; the growing restlessness and unease as they begin to realize the dilemma of the lateness of the hour and the lack of any food and the hunger of their children and their neighbors. The people closest to Jesus are beginning to discuss the situation in hushed tones; we are not far from them, so we overhear snatches of their conversation. Philip, one of the disciples, is becoming worried and argumentative.

Suddenly, I am aware that my youngest son has stood up and is carrying our own family’s barely sufficient supply of food toward the group of disciples. I stand up to call him back: Impetuous child, he is liable to get a scolding from this stranger whose clothes he is tugging on and anyway, if he gives them all of our food, what will we eat? I am increasingly anxious, and wondering how to stop him without making a scene. But the man, Andrew, turns gently to my son, and seeing him, squats down.

“What have we here?” he asks with a smile. “I want to help,” I hear my son say, with all the innocence of youth. “I don’t have a lot, but do you think it will help?” I groan inwardly. Five loaves and two fish, and people spread out along the hillside as far as I can see. But Andrew takes my son by the shoulder. “Yes,” he says, “I think that the master can use this. Let’s go and talk to him.”

And they disappear together into that tight knot of people, and the arguing voices hush, and I hear a laugh, not of disparagement but of joy, of love, of gratitude, and a moment later my youngest son comes running back to us and yells, “Sit down! Jesus says we’re going to have a picnic!” And my little boy’s face is shining.

How apt, then, that the people of St Andrew’s, Elyria, will spend this evening serving a community meal to those who hunger for what they have to share.

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