I am not strong to carry your cross or mine.
I stagger beneath the weight of your command
yet knowing all the time
that you have called your burden easy.
Your hands and feet tell another story,
unwashed yet from their bodily defeat,
their wretched stench harmonious
with the odours of this hell.
Yet in their prints the soil freshens.
Your dragging cross furrows the earth
and in its harrows something grows – hope!
I see the children swinging from its boughs
as though it were a living, breathing tree.
Mark 8:35-38
He called the crowd with his disciples, and said to them, “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me. For those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the gospel, will save it. For what will it profit them to gain the whole world and forfeit their life? Indeed, what can they give in return for their life? Those who are ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation, of them the Son of Man will also be ashamed when he comes in the glory of his Father with the holy angels.”

You got a lot in this poem and it is now inside of me, helping to harrow the hell out of it.